비가 오는 날엔 [biga oneun narein] on rainy days ~

Yup ! You're right ~ This is one of B2ST's song title.. my fave :3 but seriously it's not all about the song here, but I will still put down some preview in this post :)

Maybe we're goin through rainy season here in Indonesia, and today I walked slowly beneath the falling teardrops of the broken-hearted sky with protection from my newly bought umbrella :D yeah.. it succesfully kept me away from being the main actress of a drama who showers in the rain xD
Believe it or not, I do think that rain somehow affects one's mood ~ I mean, I tend to feel some kind of gloomy, dark, melancholy inside.. and yes, the song 'on rainy days' always come to my mind at times.
Here it is :

BEAST/B2ST- 비가 오는 날엔 (On Rainy Days) - Fiction & Fact Album

I admit that, when i first played the whole album Fiction & Fact.. the only song that caught my heart at the moment, was this sweet and heartbroken melody <3

And only til today, on Dec 17th 2012, I finally managed to find out the meaning of the lyrics :p nothing to be surprised, for its all about broke up couple, regret, feeling that couldn't move on - and it just matched perfectly with the rain :)

Rain.. it's my fave ~ I could feel very happy and excited whenever it's raining *^_^* I love how it sounds when the raindrops touched the ground or landed on anything solids, i find peaceful in that repeated rhythm, and the cold sensation is also one of the best part of it :D

But then, today.. in my 'usually cold' bedroom, on a rainy day, I feel unhappy.. It's all hot inside and the smells are killing me T~T You know, it happens.. in a small, closed room, with 'not working well' aircon, it could be this worst.

I felt so upset at the moment then I complained, and I wish to have the aircon repaired asap, a.s.a.p ! I walked back returning to my room and I accidentally met someone on the hallway.. I know, I must be crazy to have this thought, and I start guessing which level of insanity I'm in, cos I seriously think, this person looks like T.O.P :| I don't know how could this happen, and I don't think people will agree with this, even myself have a big doubt on it, but I keep thinking so ~ Oh please just kill me..

Crazy-Teen Top ~ "Stop, Stop Breaking My Heart.."

I looked thoroughly on this picture, try to make sure if the two really share similarities for me to have that weird, unique thought in mind.

I stared.. again and again, not taking off my eyes of him ~ and still I found no answer.

Ah ~ I put on JJ Lin's songs on playlist to calm my mind a bit, and I guess it works.. and this song somehow helped me to feel much much better, Endless Road.

Obviously, even a fool can tell, this is a sad song.. but it turned my bad mood into a better phase eh ? Yeah, this is me, with all these unsual, unexpected, unpredictable, beyond logic reactions :3

Oh how I love this man, JJ Lin.. this song, his voice touch my deepest heart ~ now I feel better and I told my self, smile.. there's nothing much, there's nothing I couldn't overcome :)

Have a nice day and Good night ^^