Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 2

Second Sight...

August 31st - Today, a week later, my curiosity toward that Lime Guy is still on. I still have faith that I, will be able to see him again someday. As I clearly remembered he was bringing Nike sport bag with him last time, I assume that he's working out at the fitness centre there, so there's no reason I won't be going to the shopping mall again rite ;p

I have unexpected guest today, a junior from high school is joining us (me and my bestie from the previous chapter) ~ It's good, cos if I am able to see that guy again, I'll show her and I really want to do so ^^

But all I can do is hoping, there's no guarantee that my assumption will be right.. Perhaps, that was my first and last meet after all, no one knows ~

I am wearing my newly bought navy long skirt which is purchased some hours earlier today, and my friend too.. wear her light brown one, we're not doing 'couple stuff' here and I think it won't be to obvious since the color is totally different and the design is just simply plain, no any eyecatching patterns or materials that would make people easily notice it's the same.. Also from my experience, people don't really pay attention to skirt or pants unless it's something 'unique'. Instead, mostly people only focus on what's on top.

After hours of dress up make up gussy up, it's about 7.30 pm and I am fully aware that we're late !

Well, actually we have no event to attend, but I'm saying that we're late purely because we met the Lime Guy at about 7.30 something ~ so if he's really workouts there, the schedule must be similar for every weeks :3

Then the three of us walking in a rush, actually my junior is surely confused about what we're doing at the moment.. but I don't really have time to explain, so we just bring her along without much explanation. Mianhae ~

We went through the underground tunnel and arrived at the basement, and then quickly.. take the escalator up. On the way up, I try to tell my junior about what's going on, short and quick, I don't think she really got it. Also, I was discussing with my friend whether I will see him again or not tonight, blah blah blah

We're almost there, and I can see the automatic door is opening as some people walking in and out. Hmm, since the escalator is placed outdoor so it's covered with glass cladding and of course, a door :)

*o*

I saw an attractive guy out there !

I steal a moment thinking, how come there are so many 'to my liking' guys keep appearing in this place. Maybe not only people changes, but the shopping mall also kekeke

It would be nice, if at least, I can see another interesting guy, when I can't see the Lime Guy again :")

But then, when this guy raised his face after done typing on his phone.. I am so shocked !! He's that Lime Guy !!

o.O

I pinch my friend's hand immediately to let her know, since the time is tight and I need her to realize before we walk out the door.. I can feel this is the most crucial moment in my life within this year lol

I am getting so nervous that I automatically looked away as soon as I stepped out. Aish, I just don't have the nerve to have an eye contact with him again, especially in this shocking term.

But one thing for sure, I did a quick scan on him before looking away xD

Tonight, he's not in a casual sporty style as before, but more.. hmm how should I say this, semi formal ? Well, he's wearing checkered shirt with mixed colors of navy and dark green (if I didn't mistake, cos it was just a short moment of glance) and jeans. He doesn't look like someone who just done with workout I should say, it's more like costume for 'a date' on Saturday night >.< And it was Jjang ! I think I really fell for him ♥

Problem is, maybe he's going on a date tonight ? So, he's probably not single anymore ? Thinking about these possibilities made me frown a bit :(

Actually I thought, I won't be able to recognize him when I see him again, because I barely take a look on him last week and that was all. But I did :D

The fact that without even knowing it was him at the first place and I already find him attractive really made my day, it means that he really suits my taste and I must be really into him ^_^

And also, the fact that we would meet again, in this I called 'sophisticated' way ~ the meaning for me is that we still have the little thing called Fate :)

Yeah, the night is still young ~ and I confidently believe that as long as we're hanging out inside the same shopping mall like this, there's no doubt that we will bump into each other again, and maybe more than once..

I walked passing by him and get into the mall entrance, not sure if he's looking or not, I was walking almost right in front of him ! But he seems busy with his phone since earlier though.. No witness, no proof, I can just assume and wonder ~

And then I am back in the talk with my friend, leaving my junior out of the situation. Suddenly, when we're walking straight.. and from the next mall entrance, there he comes :O He just appears out of the blue, in front of us and turned, leaving us behind. Heh ?! This is weird, and how come someone that was standing outside there, suddenly here ? Is he doing teleport or something ? He's surely a fast walker then.

We actually planned to find the restroom first before start hanging out, but this is tempting ~ when this mysterious Lime Guy is right here within our reach. At last, me and my friend are looking at him from distance. He's acting weird again, wandering around, it looks like he's calling someone, he goes back and forth toward the escalator ~.~"

Finally, we saw him going down, and for sure.. we are too :p

I tell my junior that is the guy I'm currently interested on, but she innocently asking back in a loud voice =..= It's crowded and I am sure people behind me can hear us, so embarassing !

So I just tell her that the one I am talking about is the one with the Nike bag, but I am so speechless that she can't find it while he's just there ! Okay, I expect too much from a young girl who's not ready for this complicated stuff..

I saw him looking at the door for a moment, and I thought.. Ah ~ he's leaving.. That's the door to the parking. But, he didn't turn that way (???) This guy never cease to amaze me. Is he acting or something ? What's he trying to do ? Aigoo..

When he reached the basement, he just stand there :| and we're heading his way, it's somehow awkward. Fortunately, he moves. Again, looks busy on making phone call ~ I am really curious who's the lucky one to receive his call :3

There's a girl, sexy and hot, standing at the direction where he's moving. Ouch ! If it's her, then she must be his girl ~ But Eh ? He isn't approaching her, keeps wandering around. Err..

I can't keep following him like this, it feels uncomfortable when it's too obvious. And I feel sorry toward my junior when she's asking where's the restroom lol

I give up the chase, because I think I will accidentally meet him again, along with the one he's calling ~

Unfortunately, I was wrong.. I just lose him, again.

Is it okay for me to hope there'll be next time ? Will it be too much to ask for ?

At least, I am happy for tonight :)

Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 1

First Sight...

August 24th - I am someone who's not particularly having interest on guys, but I have to admit that sometimes, that mentioned 'interest' comes to me naturally at times. Well, the reason is usually one of the two : appearance or charm, so.. it's not always about good looks, but also charms that somebody possed :)

Love at First Sight - I thought it's impossible when I was young, I just couldn't imagine how ridiculous this should be back then.. But as time goes, I somehow believe on it.

It's like, when you see someone who's not attractive at all suddenly sparkling, at the first meet, perhaps this is what people called 'Love at First Sight' ? I am wondering. But I got confused since it wasn't at the first sight nor first time exchanging eye contact, but you saw him walking around for quite a while and only stunned at the moment he jumped and put the ball inside the basket ring while playing with his friends. Honestly, it's really been a while, but when I closed my eyes, I still can see it clearly ;p I may not realize it at that time, but now I think back.. you don't find someone sexy just because his bottom of tee flipped up a bit when he jumps rite ~ while in fact, you see topless guys wandering around your hostel everyday lol

Well, back to the point, that was just random illustration. Recently, I am not very sure if my prayer has been delivered well or the pheromone spreads more than usual. It's just a shopping mall which I went for countless times and nothing ever happened, 'nothing' here means.. no strangers sudden approach, no attractive guys, in simply description : nothing special ~ It's a place that almost as comfy as your relatives house which you visit a lot, you know exactly the layout plan, position of stores, yeah.. you just know it too well.

But then, this place we just talked about, turned into unfamiliar place which is no longer the same as before. I have never thought this could happen in my life, not even once.. that some random guy, in a bookstore, will come and talk to me o.O
Today, a week later, I am hanging out with one of my besties, it's just another ordinary 'girls day out' and we gonna spend the time looking around, talking and sharing stories.. You know, when girls are together, we can talk about almost everything, and it looks like there's an event held at the outdoor area of this shopping mall. We are a lil bit curious so we go out to the balcony at Upper Ground Floor to see what's outside. So there's a crowd in front of us and we can't really see anything down there because we're kind of distant from the railing, so.. Forget it ~ And we walk through the mall entrance again.
At the intersection, I saw two guys standing while leaning on the railing inside the mall, what caught my attention is.. they are both wearing same tone shirt ! Erm, okay, soft denim color is surely popular nowadays, it's almost like a must have item, but still.. I find it unusual to wear it this way, maybe more than two people will look better, but just two.. Well, that's not my business anyway. I just whisper to let my friend aware of that and we act as if we didn't see them and turn left at the intersection.
I can't help but have my head turned and my eyes scanning around while we are walking in front of New Look store *o* Window Shopping is not a crime rite. But then, I accidentally saw those previous two guys from the edge of my eye, but I am not so sure. So I talk to my friend in Mandarin, saying I feel suspicious of them, maybe they're following us blah blah blah.. but still try to act natural. Later, my friend looked, and reply me in Mandarin, so it's smaller chance people could understand us. I can feel their footsteps getting faster and closer beside us, and my friend says, it should be okay, they're just passing by. Sigh ~ I feel so much relieved, til then the guys made a sudden and quick turn back and stop right in front of us :|

Yeah, I start feeling insecure, I am having this thought on my mind right now, "What is it about for this time, after the bookstore incident last week ? Can't I just peacefully enjoy my girls day out ?" Sure, I can't. So all I need to do is to see what these guys have in store to have such a nerve on approaching us *smirk*
In conclusion, they basically just come out with a question : Which way do you think better in chasing after a girl, whether it is to start from friend or just go in a direct way ? Hmm..
Denim Guy number 1 starts the prologue, saying they were in the middle of debating about that matter and need to ask for opinions. I know this is an obvious lie, anyone can tell right away, but we don't really have choices other than pretending like we believe on that shit.
I am just thinking, I should just give any answers quickly and get over this soon. My friend is first to answer, saying she prefers the one that start from friendship. Honestly, in my humble opinion, I always think that a friend is supposed to be just a friend, and lover is a lover, these two can't be mixed up, so it's impossible for me to find love between my circle of friends. But in this situation, I don't think that giving my real opinion could help, instead it'll just complicate things and prolong the conversation. So I'll go with the same answer as my friend.
Seriously, Denim Guy number 2 is kind of scary, I mean in term of look, he's big, with dark skin, and curly hair. That face is like having 'Don't mess up with me' written on there. He doesn't talk much and the way he talks is actually more friendly than his appearance. After that, Denim Guy number 1 doesn't seem satisfied with our answers, he then follows up with another question : If we guys start from a friend, doesn't it usually end up being friendzoned ? Good question I should say ! Then I just coolly reply, "That's the risk, it's depend on whether you want to take it or not, cos it's not something both of us can control."
Deep down inside, I am very satisfied with my own answer, I don't even know where this idea came from, but I like it :) So, I smile a bit.
"Oho.. You must be experienced on this !" This is what Denim Guy number 1 said while pointing at me.
EH ??!!
He totally misunderstood my sentence and my smile.
In the end, I keep insisting that he was wrong and since there's no more to talk about, they just let us go ~ Yay !

And then, we continue our peace walk, going up going down, to the front to the back, without exact direction. Afterall, everyone's doing the same anyway.
We walk slowly, heading to the escalator to go down to Ground Floor. Suddenly, I can feel the motion of people surpassing me, in quite a rush, and I notice that's a guy wearing lime green pants, cyan sport shoes, and Nike bag. I, without much concern, shout out to my friend "Lime pants !"

Okay, since I am currently having much interest over the color, I have a quick screening of this guy from head to toe, but I can't really see his face because he's in front and some parts of his hair is blocking the face. Geez..
I assume that he's not good looking, cos mostly people who cover their face with hair, as long as I live, none of them are handsome lol ~ But, he suddenly turned his face toward us while we both taking the escalator down. Perhaps that's because he heard what I said previously.
Oh My God !
This guy.. He's totally different from what I think, seriously, He is Handsome ! ♥ *eyes turned into heart shapes immediately*
I am really in a loss of words, just wow ~ that moment when we exchange eye contact, I was stunned. I guess this is the feeling of 'Love at First Sight' :3

Like in the dramas, there are scenes where the actor/actress stay silent for a while, as if their world has stop turning, the moment they see their loved ones come out in a very pretty, sexy, charismatic, cool, or clean image. :O -making this expression-
On that very moment, you may let your guard down and easily let your heart stolen away. Man, this is crucial.
I thought the dramas are exaggerating, but.. it doesn't seem so, it really happens, in real life.

I told my friend that guy is handsome, she's not very sure about it but barely agrees with my statement. And since we have nothing to do, we decided to keep our steps toward his direction lol

Once we reached GF, he continues with his walking in fast pace mode, and we are tailing with more relax steps. And of course, there's a huge gap between us, but it's fine as long as he's still under our radar so we just enjoy the rest of the peace walk time we have.
Okay, road in life is never smooth rite.. I suddenly feel uneasy when I saw the Denim Guys in a group, sitting right in front, where the Lime guy just passed. Ottoke ~ I was in a dilemma whether to continue following or hiding away from those Denim guys. Finally, I chose the last one, and made a quick turn into a clothing store Bershka along with my friend. Sigh, I lost the Lime guy then.
My friend didn't really see them, but just followed my instruction. And we are busy discussing whether to go out and continue our chase, or choose the back door for escape. We both walk and almost go out because she keeps saying that she didn't see any Denim guys and maybe I was just mistaken. But wait, how come.. the Lime guy who's supposed to be far far away, in a blink of an eye, already in the same store we're in ??
Seriously, this is still a mystery, I am so shocked over this fact.
Just how in the world this could happen ?

Then I point out the direction where the Denim guys are and my friend finally witnessed with her own eyes, problem solved.. But here's another dilemma inside me, should I just leave this store or not ? It's truly amazing that I thought I already lost the Lime guy and now he's there ~
Okay, it takes no time for me to consider, and of course.. I walk straight back into the store again lol
He's looking around at the men section, while I intentionally giving interest on stuffs on manequin and display next to it. Sometimes, our eyes met :")
I didn't pay much attention and busy pretending til suddenly I can feel that he stands just a step away behind me >.<
I am quite surprised and immediately tell my friend, in Mandarin, I find it weird because now he's out from the men section and near woman clothes display. Well, I don't know if I should disappointed or relieved, because he didn't do anything to me, sigh..
Somehow I regret that when he's right behind me, I should at least make a sudden turn so we bump into each other, rather than waste the chance talking to my friend.

Then he is back to the men section, and I suggest to my friend to look around the men section too. Frankly speaking, I strangely have some overflowing love toward men fashion ♥ it just poor that I can't wear them, but I really really like to look at it, and I wish I can buy it, but.. for who ? Maybe this could be one reason why I should get myself a boyfriend, someone who can wear these clothes nicely :3
I look at those men clothes with much love, til I realize that I shouldn't be doing this right now because perhaps that guy would misunderstood I am picking a shirt for my boyfriend, Nooooooo..
In a flash, I told my friend to get back to women section and just fooling around. It's not that I am having no interest in shopping, but right now is not the right time. So I walk around, trying on bags, looking at belts and shoes, also tops without any intention of buying, while finding chance to take a peek toward him. If I didn't mistake, I guess he's also looking back. (?)
I think I have reached my limit, I can't pretend any longer because I really have nothing to do in here anymore. That Lime guy doesn't seem to make any moves, so I and my friend decided to bravely walking out the store and pass by those Denim guys at once. But of course, not in a frontal way, from the opposite of the mall corridor will be better.
I walk very quick to the opposite store of Bershka and turn left, with my head facing right in front, and that moment I can see from the edge of my eye those guys are getting up from their seat and walk toward the opposite direction of me. Damn !
I act as if I didn't see them and quickly get into another store, but where's my friend ? That girl, she must be walking slowly and get caught. Some time later, she finally reached me. As expected, she admits that when she's out from the store and left behind by me, she was surprised and when she passed them, she looked back and the guys did the same LOL ~

Later on, we get out from the store and sure that group have already gone. When I am passing by Bershka, I still hoping that I would see the guy again, yeah.. he's gone too.
We finally get back to original girls day out plan and it's kind of late already, after walked for a while, my friend said she needs to get some drinks so we are heading to one of the popular bubble tea stand. Suddenly, on the way.. when we're at the mall entrance, I saw the Lime guy come out o.O

I am hesitating whether I should try to ask him something and start a conversation, or just leave it like that, because I don't really have the guts to do so. Yeah, so that's the end of me and him, for tonight.
I do wish I can see him again, if there's next time ~

늑대와 미녀 [neuk dae wa mi nyeo] Wolf - EXO

EXO The 1st Album XOXO [Kiss & Hug] released June 3rd 2013.

XOXO - a simple yet interesting phrase ♥

I didn't know it at first that it has a deep meaning behind the cross-cirle marks :*

And XOXO really matches well with the boy group's name EXO, when I pronounce it out like EXO XOXO ~ it flows.. try it ^_^

At first, (again) I didn't really share any interest towards them, i remember that was quite a big blow when SM announced there would be a new group - you know, a 12 members group divided into 2 sub units to debut in bilingual language Korean and Mandarin, just like what SuJu did - So, surely.. it has turned them into some kind of 'most awaited new boy group' at the moment.

Well, at that time, I would say, I don't care at all.. :p

But..

Yeah, there has been always a turning point approached me, almost everytime.. when it related to kpop ~ I am now confused if I am such an inconsistent person, or boy groups nowadays are really that great to change a neutral or even negative first impression into positive affection @_@

'WE ARE ONE, WE ARE EXO' this is what stated and the boys always said that.. another tagline they used, as far as i know is : EXO ~ saranghaja !

Honestly, I didn't keep up with their pre-debut teasers, which I think is sOooOooooOooo much for a 'not yet debuted artist' really.. I believe that even many already debuted for years singers out there never got a chance to have that "privilege".

One day, when I was taking a carpool with my friend's unnie.. a master in kpop updates I would say, as I mentioned before in my previous article about B.A.P - accidentally she played EXO's What is Love in the car ~

EXO-K - What is Love MV

Oh My God ! This is such a nostalgia ~ It's really been a while since I got so stunned for this song >.<

That time, when I first heard it.. Sorry, I thought it was TVXQ!'s new song ~ and I got really excited and interested.. til then I asked her, and she told me it wasn't.. but EXO's song :|

I Love it ! Ehm.. the main reason is because the beat and the scream things sound so close to TVXQ! :p

So I watched the music video, and get confused.. Who is who, and who is singing which part :S

And then I found out, only two of them were singing it :O both of them have voices that resemble TVXQ!' Changmin & Yunho ~ I felt lost.. where on earth did SM found these two boys, it made me totally speechless.

Here is Baekhyun from EXO ~ how come a cutie like him has the deep voice and unusual screaming power, this is just unbelievable.. his look and his voice doesn't match at all, don't ya think so ? *^_^*

And this is D.O - his stage name D.O really suits his big eyes, it looks like D.O = O.O *fun fact* xD but mostly he called by the members by his name Kyungsoo - sounds good too..

It was really easy to recognize him amongs all the members at first, because of his thick lips lol ~ and then I found out his voice is as thick as his lips :D his screaming parts were always the best, at least for me :3

EXO-M - What is Love MV

I thought all the members share the similarities to TVXQ! so I played the Chinese/Mandarin version, but the song is presented differently. I don't get the TVXQ! vibe at all, same song, different feel ~ So, I just prefer EXO-K than EXO-M..

Now I see it, I just knew it was sang by Luhan and Chen.. which I didn't notice at that time ~ seriously, before they debuted.. it was so hard to find any informations about them, NONE ! Eopsseoyo ~

And mostly the video teasers show about member Kai from EXO-K and Lay from EXO-M ~ I guess because those were dancing video clips so they come most often.

EXO-K - History MV

Hmm.. This video was like, finally revealing all the members huh ? :D

Actually, this song is ear catching and upbeat, which easily got people into it - okay, got me into it keke

I didn't know his name back then, I only defined him as someone looks like Nichkhun from 2PM - well not particularly similar, but I think they share the same charm, isn't it ? - but I really disliked his messy hair which covered up his good look, Chanyeol ~ you are really a well born child :)

But surprisingly, he is the rapper with soooOoooOOooooOoo manly voice - with that look ? you must be kidding me ! - but it's true :| Yes, the members never failed to surprise me ~.~"

EXO-M - History MV

The highlight of this MV, must be the dance part where all the members put their hands into the pockets of their baggy pants (?) and shaked it as if there's a huge wind blowing at them ~ somehow I found it funny, but also unique :D

EXO-K - MAMA MV

I've never expected their debut song would be in this genre - mystical yet sacred feel - it may sounds weird at first, but the more I played, more I like it..

I admit this song isn't an easy listening song, but hardly went through the ears and left heavy impression into the mind :p

As usual, the dance moves were never easy, and THEY DID IT ! I was so impressed and realized how talented these boys are ~

*uhuk* eye-candy huh ? lol ~

I didn't really notice him at first, but i love his bangs ! *o*

In the music video History, I somehow remember Sehun was the one wearing sleeveless loose shirt ~ a pretty boy ♥ with sorrowful gaze.

Moreover, Sehun is the cute maknae of EXO-K who loved Justin Bieber [me too !] and his hair style somehow resembles Justin's in the past 'Baby' era :3

Let's get back on track 'Wolf'

I've been waiting for their comeback so badly ~ I miss these boys :*

EXO - Wolf MV

This is it ! Well, this song is unexpectedly.. completely different from their previous works ~ the whole song is full of raps, unusual beats, it successfully made me speechless cos it's really, totally out of my expectation, my imagination.. far, really far from it >.<

I didn't say it's something bad, this is just something 'new' so I tried to appreciate it ~ I saw some articles wrote about this song and album ranked high outside Korea, so slowly this thought has come to my mind : They present something different than the other kpop songs and make it out of the box, aiming for a bigger market, something stands out and kind of hard to understand - the whole world now is crazily into this ambiguous stuffs isn't it -

I love the concept !! I don't really understand how it related to XOXO, but the oldies feel and back to school setting were JJANG ! They're school boys after all :3

Well, I love both the monochrome and colorful version ~

The boys changed a lot, especially in their hairstyle and color :)

I was surprised to see my lovely Bacon [aka Baekhyun] having that blonde curl hair :| Seriously, I prefer his dark and straight bangs like before.. But the blonde color surely made him stands out among others, so I'll just let it slide this time keke

And also, Sehun's rainbow hair shocked me :O Yeah, it suits him.. anything just looks good on him anyway, but it's extremely different from his previous cute Justin's style, but the more I look, the rainbow touch turned him into a fashionista, good move ~ *applause*

*nosebleed* where did this cutie come from ??

Yeah, finally he get rid of that messy hair, I really really love this ! Neat and lovely ~ another image of Chanyeol has formed.. But, I can't ignore the fact that his deep manly voice still can't cooperate with his outlook T_T

I don't care that much, I like his transformation the most for this album ! Chanyeol, I love you ♥

Okay, let's give some space for EXO-M ~ as they didn't get much attention in here *my bad, sorry*

Same case with EXO-K, EXO-M members also transformed.. Lay looks good with blonde hair, for the same reason.. it helped to get more spotlights; Xiumin is incredibly charming, with his sharp-shaped eyes.. I felt like he's going to transformed into a Wolf lol; I guess Luhan hold position as mirrored Sehun, his red hair delighted the picture, I think I have no more to say since I knew he's the most popular member [but I don't particularly having interest on him]; Chen and Tao didn't change much.. but maknae Tao getting more handsome here :3

Back to 'What is Love' era, I think Chanyeol looks like JaeJin from FT Island, I didn't really remember but I am sure that when I was going to pick the most handsome one, hmm.. I picked Tao *^_^* Unfortunately, when I pointed at him, my friend's sister directly said he's not good looking >.< So I was doubting ~ but now, I'll proudly say, Yes He Is Handsome ! ... but still, he's not my fave keke

修炼爱情 [xiu lian ai qing] Practice Love - JJ Lin 林俊傑

JJ Lin's 10th Album 'Stories Untold' released March 13th 2013

S-T-O-R-I-E-S   U-N-T-O-L-D

Again, another artistic album title from JJ after previous Lost N Found [if u possibly found it on my blog's name ;p] ... I'm not sure if it was just me, or it does really give deep impression and feeling just by hearing these titles *^_^*

I found a novel accidentally when I was just spending some time at the bookstore and its title just caught my eyes right at the moment I saw it ! Yes ~ The Department of LOST and FOUND -Hilang dan Ditemukan-  unfortunately I didn't take a whole picture of it, now I remembered, it was kind of interesting the publisher put a labyrinth as the cover, a great interpretation of the words :)

I've been adored him for quite some time *blushing* ~ if I look back, it has started from the very first album.. a song named 就是我 [I'm the One] is a catchy and easy listening song that people would easily come to like ♥

Well, he wasn't a 'good looking' or 'idol-like' at the moment he debuted, but i personally think his face was comfortable to look at, and it made me focus more on the music :3

Time sure flies fast, in a blink of an eye.. 10 years passed ! And that person in this video, is no longer the same [so do I xD] - change is good, and unexpectedly he found his way into the 'sad' 'heartbreaking' 'romantic' love song Prince, yeah he's number one in these.. and also The One I come to love *awww..

Okay, this is the CD I bought \(^o^)/ finally I got this !! T__T I was so touched that I wanna cry ~ Actually I didn't intend to open the package at all, so that I could keep it as new as ever.. But, since the plastic wrap has already kinda broken at first.. I have no choice but to take a peek inside :p

Aha ~ I love the design.. old fashioned yet artistic -just like the person- I think he really has a good taste in art stuffs, which made me fall deeper kekeke..

Love U U - JJ Lin

This song is... SoooOOOOOooooOOOOoooooOOooo JJ ! I was surprised that he suddenly made a song for a movie OST and it sounds so SWEET >w<

'Love You You' is the movie's name ~ i kind of doubting this movie at first.. but then I found that Eddie Pheng played the lead [I used to like him in the past when he acted in drama series 'Tomorrow' though it was a horrible drama but he looked so sweet and cute there.. but then I saw some news about him smoking at some shooting set and I realized he must be not a good guy *o* and that fact has driven me to like him more lol]

Yeah.. I cried over the movie *as I always did, I just can't stand every touching scenes* At the beginning it was just plain.. but then as the story's getting into climax and more mixed feelings added, seriously I felt like I'm going insane at the moment ~ Maybe I was just too into it, but this is a romantic movie kyaaa ~

That moment when they lost in love, that moment.. when JJ's voice suddenly come out singing ~~~ Awww... I thought my heart skipped a beat, or perhaps it jumped out from the place it should be :| That was a perfect timing !!

Anyway I'm not going to talk more about this movie, please take a look and get the feel yourselves.. it's recommended for those who like romantic movie :3

Cinderella-JJ Lin

Here comes another song from album Lost N Found 'Cinderella' ~ I should say, this is the song which caught my ear at the first time I played the whole album on my pc.. maybe because its English lyrics, or the unusual jazzy rhythm, I am not sure but I think I would choose this song as the one I love the most in the album ^^ 

But unfortunately, JJ didn't make an MV for this supagud song *sob*

I always wonder [still wondering 'til now] what kind of 'Cinderella' character JJ tried to describe in this song :S It's said that he wrote this song thinking about a girl he knew, but I just can't find it related to the Disney's Princess Cinderella..

There's a lyrics like "... Oh, she's a Cinderella.. but only on the outside, cos once you find your way inside, you'll see she's just a gullible girl..." Does he means that Cinderella is not a gullible girl ? Why ? And does it means Cinderella is a tough girl inside out ? I just don't get it, because I don't see Cinderella that way ~ but never mind, since it's a good song after all :)

I love the part "... and she would go ah ah ah, while I go la la la la..." Somehow I find this part very sexy and seductive *did I think too much ? keke*

Non Existent-JJ Lin

Hmm.. I kinda hard to place this song on my fave's list, I don't know whether I should put it on 2nd or 3rd place ~.~a

Actually, this song's lyrics played an important part.. it may sounds freaky and somehow creepy, but I really like it !! ♥ *don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean I am a freak, or am I ? lol*

I love when it sounds 'the non existent lover will never leave my side' Ouch ! It's an art ! I got goosebumps ~ the logic is weird but it's true *^_^* also, I think JJ suits this 'kinda freaky' role so much [I'm sorry, it's my sincerity] I love how he acts all 'emo' and 'bloody hurt' *grin*

I remember clearly there are 2 scenes I like in this music video; First is when the camera capture the view of his neckline from the back.. that's sexy dude ! *heart thump mode activated*; And the other one is when he's chasing after and running barefooted, and when he stopped.. he put on a 'super duper silly' and 'blank' face ~ that expression is totally priceless !! Enjoy ~

Romantic Mystery-JJ Lin

I don't think it's appropriate to share a lot of MVs from Lost N Found album while I'm going to write about his recent album, so this will be the last.. I promised ;p [because every song of him is so good that I felt like I want to share them all.. especially because I personally think this is his Best Album ever !]

Again, I don't know how many times I should replaying this word 'artistic' while talking about JJ's music videos.. it just happens. Starting from the graffiti wall, dressed up in formal, walking around the busy city, it feels like.. 'there must be something, but just can't figure out what it is' --- that's the vibe I got from this MV ~ and like the other ones, I always have a part in every song that I prefer or quote up, for this.. I really really love when he sang 'Oh Your Touch ~' with his one of a kind smooth and soft voice.. that's so sexy and sweet at once :3

Okay, if I successfully tickled your interest towards him [I wish I did] I hope you can find another works of him somewhere else.. I guarantee that you won't be disappointed ^^

Next ~ Welcome to the album Stories Untold..

You and Me - JJ Lin

JJ ~ 10 years passed and this is his 10th album :O

I should admit he has changed a lot [in term of look and style] Now, he looks so mature and handsome - I've never come to expect he would be - I like his new hair style and dressing style.. very trendy ♥ well, after all he has become the owner of a fashion brand [SMG] so it's a natural *^_^*

This song You and Me is a very relaxing and cheerful beat song, I was kind of surprised when he first introduced this song for the new album.. not a very JJ style of music @.@ but it sounds good ~ and when my friends who never keep up about him listened and liked this song, I think.. 'Ah this must be a nice song then..' Perhaps JJ is making some transformation, well I come to think it's a good idea to mix happy and sad songs in an album so there'll be up and down feelings while listening to it :)

Practice Love - JJ Lin

 YES ! Without a doubt or thinking twice, I bravely said.. This is a Masterpiece of his !!

Hmm.. I clearly told ya that I considered the previous album as his best album, but for all the songs he sang or he wrote so far, THIS IS THE BEST ! Trust me, IT IS !!

For all the people, whether those who enjoy his songs before or those who never knew him before.. I strongly recommended this song !

Firstly, this song is so JJ's style of music.. slow, touching the deepest of hearts, full of souls, saddening, meaningful and beautifully presented ~

Secondly, the music video is a piece of an art.. I can't stand watching it so sometimes I left it played and keep my eyes away from the MV but just listen to the song :') and no matter what i'm doing at the moment, when I hear this song playing, I'll stop it right away and my mind stays focused on the song without my intention.. It's magic right ? keke ~

Then, I believe he's entering different stages of music achievement by done writing this song.. he's indeed talented and gifted ~ I wish all his efforts would be paid off *JJ fighting !*

Obviously, I put this on because I really really love this album cover ~ ♥ ♥ ♥ Frankly speaking, with that huge Teddy Bear, he's completely lovely and adorably :"3

Yeah.. somehow I wish I was that Teddy kekeke ~

Ehem.. JJ's autograph.. I may just got it from the web now, but one day.. someday in the future, I wish to get it directly from him ! It's a secret wish that in my lifetime, I really wish that I could meet him face to face, in a close distance, just once would be enough *pray hard* 

I am so lookin forward for that day to come, and I also in the middle of preparing myself for that ~ sure.. I don't want to be in a lost of words or about to faint condition when the chance came. I simply wish one day JJ will look at me and notice my existence, cause I sincerely love him that much :)

Frozen Kiss - JJ Lin

Seriously this music video is heartbreaking </3 ~ One can tell just by looking at his expression, totally sad and suffering T___T

But the most heartbreaking thing in fact is, HE KISSED THE GIRL ! *suicide*

Ehem.. I am back to the right mind, and here I will give some preview of the song and MV according to my opinion..  I like the 'mirror' concept, it's deep yet artistic ~ the reflection to the past, looking back with those regrets, and see it clearly after things passed.. sigh..

The lyrics mostly talking about some kind of 'unsaid break up' where there's no feeling left, when warmness has turned into cold breeze, nothing left to say but too hard to speak it out ~ trapped in a helpless situation where both sides unintentionally keep hurting each other and those suffers just aren't going to an end *cry*

I can tell.. it must be a part of his 'stories untold' ~ like some said, you'll never understand if you've never been there.. I wish his broken heart is healed then :)

There's a question my friends once asked me.. 'Why is it Stories Untold rather than Untold Stories ? After all, the meaning of them are the same..' Okay, I am not him, so I can't really explain about his thoughts.. but since I am asked and I think I need to give a reason for it.. I would say, there's a difference between 'Stories Untold' and 'Untold Stories' ~

Like we always put the most important word at the end, if it is 'Untold Stories'.. I think it would sounds like, it's all about the stories.. somehow the 'untold' part will be dismissed in meaning.

In opposite, 'Stories Untold' slightly gave different impression.. yes it's about stories, but it's Untold - kind of stories, that's what JJ shared to us, his Untold parts of life, his Untold sides, his Untold experiences, his Untold hearts :")

I wish I could really see through all of those throughout his music, but since music is out of my field of expertise, it'll take time ;p

Til then, I'll keep adoring and admiring JJ and his music ~

Future Tense - JJ Lin

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'We never knew what future holds' these words just suddenly struck my mind.. Future Tense is a great song title, simple yet unique ~

I got a lesson from this song, I remembered there's lyrics said, 'Time never stops moving because of any particular person' Yup ~ That's so true ! I'll keep that in mind ^^

What will happen tomorrow, what have I done yesterday, what I am going to do today ~ is a question mark and the same moment never came back twice.. it moves on and so do I.

See you in the future then, JJ.. Stay gorgeous !

You are the Apple of My Eye :3