늑대와 미녀 [neuk dae wa mi nyeo] Wolf - EXO

EXO The 1st Album XOXO [Kiss & Hug] released June 3rd 2013.

XOXO - a simple yet interesting phrase ♥

I didn't know it at first that it has a deep meaning behind the cross-cirle marks :*

And XOXO really matches well with the boy group's name EXO, when I pronounce it out like EXO XOXO ~ it flows.. try it ^_^

At first, (again) I didn't really share any interest towards them, i remember that was quite a big blow when SM announced there would be a new group - you know, a 12 members group divided into 2 sub units to debut in bilingual language Korean and Mandarin, just like what SuJu did - So, surely.. it has turned them into some kind of 'most awaited new boy group' at the moment.

Well, at that time, I would say, I don't care at all.. :p

But..

Yeah, there has been always a turning point approached me, almost everytime.. when it related to kpop ~ I am now confused if I am such an inconsistent person, or boy groups nowadays are really that great to change a neutral or even negative first impression into positive affection @_@

'WE ARE ONE, WE ARE EXO' this is what stated and the boys always said that.. another tagline they used, as far as i know is : EXO ~ saranghaja !

Honestly, I didn't keep up with their pre-debut teasers, which I think is sOooOooooOooo much for a 'not yet debuted artist' really.. I believe that even many already debuted for years singers out there never got a chance to have that "privilege".

One day, when I was taking a carpool with my friend's unnie.. a master in kpop updates I would say, as I mentioned before in my previous article about B.A.P - accidentally she played EXO's What is Love in the car ~

EXO-K - What is Love MV

Oh My God ! This is such a nostalgia ~ It's really been a while since I got so stunned for this song >.<

That time, when I first heard it.. Sorry, I thought it was TVXQ!'s new song ~ and I got really excited and interested.. til then I asked her, and she told me it wasn't.. but EXO's song :|

I Love it ! Ehm.. the main reason is because the beat and the scream things sound so close to TVXQ! :p

So I watched the music video, and get confused.. Who is who, and who is singing which part :S

And then I found out, only two of them were singing it :O both of them have voices that resemble TVXQ!' Changmin & Yunho ~ I felt lost.. where on earth did SM found these two boys, it made me totally speechless.

Here is Baekhyun from EXO ~ how come a cutie like him has the deep voice and unusual screaming power, this is just unbelievable.. his look and his voice doesn't match at all, don't ya think so ? *^_^*

And this is D.O - his stage name D.O really suits his big eyes, it looks like D.O = O.O *fun fact* xD but mostly he called by the members by his name Kyungsoo - sounds good too..

It was really easy to recognize him amongs all the members at first, because of his thick lips lol ~ and then I found out his voice is as thick as his lips :D his screaming parts were always the best, at least for me :3

EXO-M - What is Love MV

I thought all the members share the similarities to TVXQ! so I played the Chinese/Mandarin version, but the song is presented differently. I don't get the TVXQ! vibe at all, same song, different feel ~ So, I just prefer EXO-K than EXO-M..

Now I see it, I just knew it was sang by Luhan and Chen.. which I didn't notice at that time ~ seriously, before they debuted.. it was so hard to find any informations about them, NONE ! Eopsseoyo ~

And mostly the video teasers show about member Kai from EXO-K and Lay from EXO-M ~ I guess because those were dancing video clips so they come most often.

EXO-K - History MV

Hmm.. This video was like, finally revealing all the members huh ? :D

Actually, this song is ear catching and upbeat, which easily got people into it - okay, got me into it keke

I didn't know his name back then, I only defined him as someone looks like Nichkhun from 2PM - well not particularly similar, but I think they share the same charm, isn't it ? - but I really disliked his messy hair which covered up his good look, Chanyeol ~ you are really a well born child :)

But surprisingly, he is the rapper with soooOoooOOooooOoo manly voice - with that look ? you must be kidding me ! - but it's true :| Yes, the members never failed to surprise me ~.~"

EXO-M - History MV

The highlight of this MV, must be the dance part where all the members put their hands into the pockets of their baggy pants (?) and shaked it as if there's a huge wind blowing at them ~ somehow I found it funny, but also unique :D

EXO-K - MAMA MV

I've never expected their debut song would be in this genre - mystical yet sacred feel - it may sounds weird at first, but the more I played, more I like it..

I admit this song isn't an easy listening song, but hardly went through the ears and left heavy impression into the mind :p

As usual, the dance moves were never easy, and THEY DID IT ! I was so impressed and realized how talented these boys are ~

*uhuk* eye-candy huh ? lol ~

I didn't really notice him at first, but i love his bangs ! *o*

In the music video History, I somehow remember Sehun was the one wearing sleeveless loose shirt ~ a pretty boy ♥ with sorrowful gaze.

Moreover, Sehun is the cute maknae of EXO-K who loved Justin Bieber [me too !] and his hair style somehow resembles Justin's in the past 'Baby' era :3

Let's get back on track 'Wolf'

I've been waiting for their comeback so badly ~ I miss these boys :*

EXO - Wolf MV

This is it ! Well, this song is unexpectedly.. completely different from their previous works ~ the whole song is full of raps, unusual beats, it successfully made me speechless cos it's really, totally out of my expectation, my imagination.. far, really far from it >.<

I didn't say it's something bad, this is just something 'new' so I tried to appreciate it ~ I saw some articles wrote about this song and album ranked high outside Korea, so slowly this thought has come to my mind : They present something different than the other kpop songs and make it out of the box, aiming for a bigger market, something stands out and kind of hard to understand - the whole world now is crazily into this ambiguous stuffs isn't it -

I love the concept !! I don't really understand how it related to XOXO, but the oldies feel and back to school setting were JJANG ! They're school boys after all :3

Well, I love both the monochrome and colorful version ~

The boys changed a lot, especially in their hairstyle and color :)

I was surprised to see my lovely Bacon [aka Baekhyun] having that blonde curl hair :| Seriously, I prefer his dark and straight bangs like before.. But the blonde color surely made him stands out among others, so I'll just let it slide this time keke

And also, Sehun's rainbow hair shocked me :O Yeah, it suits him.. anything just looks good on him anyway, but it's extremely different from his previous cute Justin's style, but the more I look, the rainbow touch turned him into a fashionista, good move ~ *applause*

*nosebleed* where did this cutie come from ??

Yeah, finally he get rid of that messy hair, I really really love this ! Neat and lovely ~ another image of Chanyeol has formed.. But, I can't ignore the fact that his deep manly voice still can't cooperate with his outlook T_T

I don't care that much, I like his transformation the most for this album ! Chanyeol, I love you ♥

Okay, let's give some space for EXO-M ~ as they didn't get much attention in here *my bad, sorry*

Same case with EXO-K, EXO-M members also transformed.. Lay looks good with blonde hair, for the same reason.. it helped to get more spotlights; Xiumin is incredibly charming, with his sharp-shaped eyes.. I felt like he's going to transformed into a Wolf lol; I guess Luhan hold position as mirrored Sehun, his red hair delighted the picture, I think I have no more to say since I knew he's the most popular member [but I don't particularly having interest on him]; Chen and Tao didn't change much.. but maknae Tao getting more handsome here :3

Back to 'What is Love' era, I think Chanyeol looks like JaeJin from FT Island, I didn't really remember but I am sure that when I was going to pick the most handsome one, hmm.. I picked Tao *^_^* Unfortunately, when I pointed at him, my friend's sister directly said he's not good looking >.< So I was doubting ~ but now, I'll proudly say, Yes He Is Handsome ! ... but still, he's not my fave keke

修炼爱情 [xiu lian ai qing] Practice Love - JJ Lin 林俊傑

JJ Lin's 10th Album 'Stories Untold' released March 13th 2013

S-T-O-R-I-E-S   U-N-T-O-L-D

Again, another artistic album title from JJ after previous Lost N Found [if u possibly found it on my blog's name ;p] ... I'm not sure if it was just me, or it does really give deep impression and feeling just by hearing these titles *^_^*

I found a novel accidentally when I was just spending some time at the bookstore and its title just caught my eyes right at the moment I saw it ! Yes ~ The Department of LOST and FOUND -Hilang dan Ditemukan-  unfortunately I didn't take a whole picture of it, now I remembered, it was kind of interesting the publisher put a labyrinth as the cover, a great interpretation of the words :)

I've been adored him for quite some time *blushing* ~ if I look back, it has started from the very first album.. a song named 就是我 [I'm the One] is a catchy and easy listening song that people would easily come to like ♥

Well, he wasn't a 'good looking' or 'idol-like' at the moment he debuted, but i personally think his face was comfortable to look at, and it made me focus more on the music :3

Time sure flies fast, in a blink of an eye.. 10 years passed ! And that person in this video, is no longer the same [so do I xD] - change is good, and unexpectedly he found his way into the 'sad' 'heartbreaking' 'romantic' love song Prince, yeah he's number one in these.. and also The One I come to love *awww..

Okay, this is the CD I bought \(^o^)/ finally I got this !! T__T I was so touched that I wanna cry ~ Actually I didn't intend to open the package at all, so that I could keep it as new as ever.. But, since the plastic wrap has already kinda broken at first.. I have no choice but to take a peek inside :p

Aha ~ I love the design.. old fashioned yet artistic -just like the person- I think he really has a good taste in art stuffs, which made me fall deeper kekeke..

Love U U - JJ Lin

This song is... SoooOOOOOooooOOOOoooooOOooo JJ ! I was surprised that he suddenly made a song for a movie OST and it sounds so SWEET >w<

'Love You You' is the movie's name ~ i kind of doubting this movie at first.. but then I found that Eddie Pheng played the lead [I used to like him in the past when he acted in drama series 'Tomorrow' though it was a horrible drama but he looked so sweet and cute there.. but then I saw some news about him smoking at some shooting set and I realized he must be not a good guy *o* and that fact has driven me to like him more lol]

Yeah.. I cried over the movie *as I always did, I just can't stand every touching scenes* At the beginning it was just plain.. but then as the story's getting into climax and more mixed feelings added, seriously I felt like I'm going insane at the moment ~ Maybe I was just too into it, but this is a romantic movie kyaaa ~

That moment when they lost in love, that moment.. when JJ's voice suddenly come out singing ~~~ Awww... I thought my heart skipped a beat, or perhaps it jumped out from the place it should be :| That was a perfect timing !!

Anyway I'm not going to talk more about this movie, please take a look and get the feel yourselves.. it's recommended for those who like romantic movie :3

Cinderella-JJ Lin

Here comes another song from album Lost N Found 'Cinderella' ~ I should say, this is the song which caught my ear at the first time I played the whole album on my pc.. maybe because its English lyrics, or the unusual jazzy rhythm, I am not sure but I think I would choose this song as the one I love the most in the album ^^ 

But unfortunately, JJ didn't make an MV for this supagud song *sob*

I always wonder [still wondering 'til now] what kind of 'Cinderella' character JJ tried to describe in this song :S It's said that he wrote this song thinking about a girl he knew, but I just can't find it related to the Disney's Princess Cinderella..

There's a lyrics like "... Oh, she's a Cinderella.. but only on the outside, cos once you find your way inside, you'll see she's just a gullible girl..." Does he means that Cinderella is not a gullible girl ? Why ? And does it means Cinderella is a tough girl inside out ? I just don't get it, because I don't see Cinderella that way ~ but never mind, since it's a good song after all :)

I love the part "... and she would go ah ah ah, while I go la la la la..." Somehow I find this part very sexy and seductive *did I think too much ? keke*

Non Existent-JJ Lin

Hmm.. I kinda hard to place this song on my fave's list, I don't know whether I should put it on 2nd or 3rd place ~.~a

Actually, this song's lyrics played an important part.. it may sounds freaky and somehow creepy, but I really like it !! ♥ *don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean I am a freak, or am I ? lol*

I love when it sounds 'the non existent lover will never leave my side' Ouch ! It's an art ! I got goosebumps ~ the logic is weird but it's true *^_^* also, I think JJ suits this 'kinda freaky' role so much [I'm sorry, it's my sincerity] I love how he acts all 'emo' and 'bloody hurt' *grin*

I remember clearly there are 2 scenes I like in this music video; First is when the camera capture the view of his neckline from the back.. that's sexy dude ! *heart thump mode activated*; And the other one is when he's chasing after and running barefooted, and when he stopped.. he put on a 'super duper silly' and 'blank' face ~ that expression is totally priceless !! Enjoy ~

Romantic Mystery-JJ Lin

I don't think it's appropriate to share a lot of MVs from Lost N Found album while I'm going to write about his recent album, so this will be the last.. I promised ;p [because every song of him is so good that I felt like I want to share them all.. especially because I personally think this is his Best Album ever !]

Again, I don't know how many times I should replaying this word 'artistic' while talking about JJ's music videos.. it just happens. Starting from the graffiti wall, dressed up in formal, walking around the busy city, it feels like.. 'there must be something, but just can't figure out what it is' --- that's the vibe I got from this MV ~ and like the other ones, I always have a part in every song that I prefer or quote up, for this.. I really really love when he sang 'Oh Your Touch ~' with his one of a kind smooth and soft voice.. that's so sexy and sweet at once :3

Okay, if I successfully tickled your interest towards him [I wish I did] I hope you can find another works of him somewhere else.. I guarantee that you won't be disappointed ^^

Next ~ Welcome to the album Stories Untold..

You and Me - JJ Lin

JJ ~ 10 years passed and this is his 10th album :O

I should admit he has changed a lot [in term of look and style] Now, he looks so mature and handsome - I've never come to expect he would be - I like his new hair style and dressing style.. very trendy ♥ well, after all he has become the owner of a fashion brand [SMG] so it's a natural *^_^*

This song You and Me is a very relaxing and cheerful beat song, I was kind of surprised when he first introduced this song for the new album.. not a very JJ style of music @.@ but it sounds good ~ and when my friends who never keep up about him listened and liked this song, I think.. 'Ah this must be a nice song then..' Perhaps JJ is making some transformation, well I come to think it's a good idea to mix happy and sad songs in an album so there'll be up and down feelings while listening to it :)

Practice Love - JJ Lin

 YES ! Without a doubt or thinking twice, I bravely said.. This is a Masterpiece of his !!

Hmm.. I clearly told ya that I considered the previous album as his best album, but for all the songs he sang or he wrote so far, THIS IS THE BEST ! Trust me, IT IS !!

For all the people, whether those who enjoy his songs before or those who never knew him before.. I strongly recommended this song !

Firstly, this song is so JJ's style of music.. slow, touching the deepest of hearts, full of souls, saddening, meaningful and beautifully presented ~

Secondly, the music video is a piece of an art.. I can't stand watching it so sometimes I left it played and keep my eyes away from the MV but just listen to the song :') and no matter what i'm doing at the moment, when I hear this song playing, I'll stop it right away and my mind stays focused on the song without my intention.. It's magic right ? keke ~

Then, I believe he's entering different stages of music achievement by done writing this song.. he's indeed talented and gifted ~ I wish all his efforts would be paid off *JJ fighting !*

Obviously, I put this on because I really really love this album cover ~ ♥ ♥ ♥ Frankly speaking, with that huge Teddy Bear, he's completely lovely and adorably :"3

Yeah.. somehow I wish I was that Teddy kekeke ~

Ehem.. JJ's autograph.. I may just got it from the web now, but one day.. someday in the future, I wish to get it directly from him ! It's a secret wish that in my lifetime, I really wish that I could meet him face to face, in a close distance, just once would be enough *pray hard* 

I am so lookin forward for that day to come, and I also in the middle of preparing myself for that ~ sure.. I don't want to be in a lost of words or about to faint condition when the chance came. I simply wish one day JJ will look at me and notice my existence, cause I sincerely love him that much :)

Frozen Kiss - JJ Lin

Seriously this music video is heartbreaking </3 ~ One can tell just by looking at his expression, totally sad and suffering T___T

But the most heartbreaking thing in fact is, HE KISSED THE GIRL ! *suicide*

Ehem.. I am back to the right mind, and here I will give some preview of the song and MV according to my opinion..  I like the 'mirror' concept, it's deep yet artistic ~ the reflection to the past, looking back with those regrets, and see it clearly after things passed.. sigh..

The lyrics mostly talking about some kind of 'unsaid break up' where there's no feeling left, when warmness has turned into cold breeze, nothing left to say but too hard to speak it out ~ trapped in a helpless situation where both sides unintentionally keep hurting each other and those suffers just aren't going to an end *cry*

I can tell.. it must be a part of his 'stories untold' ~ like some said, you'll never understand if you've never been there.. I wish his broken heart is healed then :)

There's a question my friends once asked me.. 'Why is it Stories Untold rather than Untold Stories ? After all, the meaning of them are the same..' Okay, I am not him, so I can't really explain about his thoughts.. but since I am asked and I think I need to give a reason for it.. I would say, there's a difference between 'Stories Untold' and 'Untold Stories' ~

Like we always put the most important word at the end, if it is 'Untold Stories'.. I think it would sounds like, it's all about the stories.. somehow the 'untold' part will be dismissed in meaning.

In opposite, 'Stories Untold' slightly gave different impression.. yes it's about stories, but it's Untold - kind of stories, that's what JJ shared to us, his Untold parts of life, his Untold sides, his Untold experiences, his Untold hearts :")

I wish I could really see through all of those throughout his music, but since music is out of my field of expertise, it'll take time ;p

Til then, I'll keep adoring and admiring JJ and his music ~

Future Tense - JJ Lin

...

'We never knew what future holds' these words just suddenly struck my mind.. Future Tense is a great song title, simple yet unique ~

I got a lesson from this song, I remembered there's lyrics said, 'Time never stops moving because of any particular person' Yup ~ That's so true ! I'll keep that in mind ^^

What will happen tomorrow, what have I done yesterday, what I am going to do today ~ is a question mark and the same moment never came back twice.. it moves on and so do I.

See you in the future then, JJ.. Stay gorgeous !

You are the Apple of My Eye :3

빗소리 [bi so ri] Rain Sound - B.A.P

B.A.P new song Rain Sound come out January 15th 2013

Ah ~ i'm playing this song right now :3

Now i think back, i've listened to this song on D-day they released the mv.. here again, another boy group i never thought i would put my eyes on, and it just happens.

And since it keeps raining at here, 'rain sound' is so familiar to me.. and i love that sound so much, well i mean the real rain sound here, i hope it won't confuse any of you while reading this xD

Okay now i'm talking about another 'rain sound' which is sang by B.A.P [stand for Best.Absolute.Perfect] hmm.. at first, i really can't stand when i found out the meaning behind these 3 characters : B.A.P ~ kind of too 'narcisstic' or too 'confidence' inside there, oh man.. please

Since they're still rookies, i clearly knew that their age must be far younger than me, seriously i don't want to get involved or liking dongsaengs at the moment.. in real life, i forbid myself to ever let me fall into noona-dongsaeng relationship, jeoldaero andwaendaguyo ~ so i keep telling myself not to bother with new boy groups at all, and don't even try to hear their music or read any articles about them.

But then.. so many articles on allkpop were talking bout this group and i felt like the world were start to crazy about them, honestly i'm kind of curious and curiousity could led to anything ~

When i was spending some time to download any random new released albums, i had the album 'Power' on the download folder but.. i remember the song doesn't sound good i should admit. And i totally lost any interest towards them :') i just couldn't understand why they were so popular back then. [i'm sorry]

But then, i was giving them chance again.. since i read on a forum said that SM Entertainment saw B.A.P as a potential rival for the new boys group, EXO [which i have a lot of interest in :3] At that moment, i was kinda angry cos i still couldn't find any good of these boys. And that was 'No Mercy' era ~

No Mercy-B.A.P

I didn't watch the full mv version but their performance, and i was so scared that i feel like these 'bad boys' were goin to kill me while they were singing.. What came to my mind at the moment was like, how could they manage to be so 'jerky' in such a young ages, omo ~ *can't watch*

And again, another surprise come up when i sleepover my friend's house. I talked to her sister, who is a huge koreanholic, about a group named B.A.P being so popular. Then we watched it together and she said she dislikes it, but somehow the 'No, No, No, No Mercy ~" part started to stuck on my mind, it sounds much better than before eh ? =p

Some time later, she open the video on Youtube about German music chart related to Korean music, and while it started counting down.. We were so confused that all hits song like Big Bang-Monster, Super Junior-Mr.Simple, Infinite-The Chaser, BoA and more i couldn't really remember already come out, even B2ST-Beautiful night which is a hito at that time only got number 2 !! And we were so excited to see who would win #1 ~ we opened eyes widely, and.. TADAAAA !

Yes, it's B.A.P-No Mercy.

On that very second, i guess we were jawdropping and just blank.. yeah, we were speechless. After that, what i could do just laughing hard and told my friend on the next door XD I think i went through some kind of 'mental breakdown' back then.

Okay, i made up my mind, i'll see how far these boys could be.. and they released another song 'crash'.

Crash-B.A.P

This song is a lot nicer than their previous works, not very intense and the melody is much more friendly, i guess they were in the middle of transforming. In my mind, i think they're not that bad actually.

The biggest turning point that completely changed my view towards B.A.P is the song 'Hajima-Stop It' ~

Stop it-B.A.P

This song is JJANG !! Totally DAEBAKK !!

They are no longer those 'jerky guys' i knew from No Mercy, but super duper lovely guys no other than members from boy groups outside there. What made them special is, I love their concept to dye the same hair color for all, that's genius dude ! It's common that people find it hard to differentiate korean groups' members since they look the same at first. And while the others were busy dying their hair with different color to solve this problem, B.A.P did the opposite ~ And instantly they got all the attention, great move i should say !

More, this song is 'once won't be enough' type of song, and i just couldn't resist to 'replay' it more and more and more.. this song is like a drug, a legal drug driving me insane..

From there, i start to put them on my radar :)

At first, i don't really get this 'matoki-bunny' stuff.. but i admit the concept *again* is unique ~ this group just try to be different from the rest. And i didn't intend to put any efforts on remembering their matoki's name, but simply the color : Bang Yong Guk-Red; Himchan-Pink; Jongup-Green; Youngjae-Yellow; Daehyun-White ♥; and Zelo-Blue. I found it helps a lot [i mean remembering their color] while watching or playing video with only lyrics & translation.

Happy Birthday-B.A.P

On the same album with 'hajima' this song is also strongly recommended !! Especially when i played it on my belated birthday *melted* [well it was bad that i found it abit late, it would be good to have it played all day long on D-day].

Overall the members, i love Daehyunnie ~ i noticed his voice is priceless since 'no mercy' and i think he looks like Se7en [isn't it ?] And from the song Hajima or Happy Birthday, his parts were the best for me ♥ those thick and lively voice, this noona is falling in love lol ~

Let's back to the topic, here's the main song for the article :

Rain Sound - B.A.P

Hmm..
Yup ! Another surprise.. they're changing style again ~
This is what i could point out from this mv : Yongguk's eyeliner and eyebags are way too thick, actually he's cute but he looks all cool [or even cold] in here; Himchan got a lot of part :O [as if in happy birthday his part was just the prologue and epilogue, poor bunny]; Youngjae sang the reff and become the main vocal o.O and this song quickly turned into some old-school style love songs from the past xD; Daehyun's part automatically become less :'( but still, i love his part more than anyone's else ♥ and there was strange in the mv when he walks and suddenly screams, that looks funny, the timing wasn't right huff; Jongup's handsome face didn't show up much, for newbies it would be hard to notice him T^T; Zelo's rap was amazing, i like the first part of him.. rapping while singing, and that sounds kinda naughty and teasing :3 lil boy is slowly growing up there ~

Finally done with this never ending essay, i would like to put more but i worry that'll be too much and boring. Last but not least, i want to share another side view on these boys, hope you enjoy ~ ^^

Ah ~ i forgot to mention their fanbase called 'baby' ~ idols nowadays really do know how to make their fans happy xD
Cheers, Babies ~

비가 오는 날엔 [biga oneun narein] on rainy days ~

Yup ! You're right ~ This is one of B2ST's song title.. my fave :3 but seriously it's not all about the song here, but I will still put down some preview in this post :)

Maybe we're goin through rainy season here in Indonesia, and today I walked slowly beneath the falling teardrops of the broken-hearted sky with protection from my newly bought umbrella :D yeah.. it succesfully kept me away from being the main actress of a drama who showers in the rain xD
Believe it or not, I do think that rain somehow affects one's mood ~ I mean, I tend to feel some kind of gloomy, dark, melancholy inside.. and yes, the song 'on rainy days' always come to my mind at times.
Here it is :

BEAST/B2ST- 비가 오는 날엔 (On Rainy Days) - Fiction & Fact Album

I admit that, when i first played the whole album Fiction & Fact.. the only song that caught my heart at the moment, was this sweet and heartbroken melody <3

And only til today, on Dec 17th 2012, I finally managed to find out the meaning of the lyrics :p nothing to be surprised, for its all about broke up couple, regret, feeling that couldn't move on - and it just matched perfectly with the rain :)

Rain.. it's my fave ~ I could feel very happy and excited whenever it's raining *^_^* I love how it sounds when the raindrops touched the ground or landed on anything solids, i find peaceful in that repeated rhythm, and the cold sensation is also one of the best part of it :D

But then, today.. in my 'usually cold' bedroom, on a rainy day, I feel unhappy.. It's all hot inside and the smells are killing me T~T You know, it happens.. in a small, closed room, with 'not working well' aircon, it could be this worst.

I felt so upset at the moment then I complained, and I wish to have the aircon repaired asap, a.s.a.p ! I walked back returning to my room and I accidentally met someone on the hallway.. I know, I must be crazy to have this thought, and I start guessing which level of insanity I'm in, cos I seriously think, this person looks like T.O.P :| I don't know how could this happen, and I don't think people will agree with this, even myself have a big doubt on it, but I keep thinking so ~ Oh please just kill me..

Crazy-Teen Top ~ "Stop, Stop Breaking My Heart.."

I looked thoroughly on this picture, try to make sure if the two really share similarities for me to have that weird, unique thought in mind.

I stared.. again and again, not taking off my eyes of him ~ and still I found no answer.

Ah ~ I put on JJ Lin's songs on playlist to calm my mind a bit, and I guess it works.. and this song somehow helped me to feel much much better, Endless Road.

Obviously, even a fool can tell, this is a sad song.. but it turned my bad mood into a better phase eh ? Yeah, this is me, with all these unsual, unexpected, unpredictable, beyond logic reactions :3

Oh how I love this man, JJ Lin.. this song, his voice touch my deepest heart ~ now I feel better and I told my self, smile.. there's nothing much, there's nothing I couldn't overcome :)

Have a nice day and Good night ^^