December 25th - Merry Christmas ~
Today is a beautiful day, full of love and warmth :D Jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way ~ ♥
In this good day, I wish something beautiful will happen :3
I just got the feel to go praying this morning, it feels like I am really going to find my true love soon and this feeling is really, really great ~
You know, when you are praying something like.. If he's the one, let me know and let us be together forever, and if unfortunately, he's not the right one.. please soon let me find the way ~
Actually, yesterday.. I was about to start a conversation with the Lime Guy through Whatsapp Messenger ~ You know, nowadays when we saved somebody's number on the phone and all of the chatting applications will then automatically appear and if the person is using it he'll be added as a friend of us :3
But.. how come this Lime Guy only has Whatsapp ?? o.O You gotta be kidding me ! I mean, in this era.. it's nearly a basic for everyone using smartphone to have at least Whatsapp, Line, Kakao Talk, and many more ~
Well, never mind, as long as he's using 'one' then I'll still have chance to talk to him *^_^*
I've endured it for a while, since I got his number and his name appeared on my Whatsapp list, my hand was so itchy to type something on the chat box >.< But I've made it this far, because I don't want to be too obvious to show my admiration and try to make it look more 'cool style' ~
So, last night.. I randomly got an idea to start a chat, but then I was hesitating a bit, going back and forth, til suddenly I saw a sentence moving below his display name on the chat box :O
Erm, Okay.. his last seen was like, two months ago ? *straight face*
What on earth is happening ?! So.. it means that, the only messenger I've been hoping for, equals to nothing... How can you do this to me ??!! T_T
This is a mixed feelings, it feels like I've already run a hundred miles but then I realized I am back to square one again :|
But this situation won't defeat me, it's fine.. I can still talk to him whenever I meet him again since we literally know each other :)
Tonight, I am going to catch the fireworks again, with my usual partner xD I've prepared my long time no touch Canon EOS 500D ~ I wish to capture more nice moments like I did last time when I finally approached the Lime Guy, it was like killing two birds at the same time keke
Seriously, when I saw his display picture on Whatsapp.. Gosh ! I wanna drool ~~~ It was.. too perfect !! He looks really really handsome and gorgeous there ~ The background looks like a snowy place with the streets covered with snow and he's standing there with scarf plus warm clothes. So damn handsome !
I regretly told my friend that his Whatsapp is no longer used, but I can't help to show her the lovely picture, we should share beautiful things in life rite :))
Yeah ~ I've expected that her reaction will be the same as mine, exactly ! Well, who won't be dazzled by that perfectly taken picture with a nearly perfect man in it ? Unless you're out of your mind, but I guarantee this picture gonna make you insane too lol
Miraculously, I repeat it, just like a miracle, when I show her the picture, that 'last seen' thing appeared again, but it's not the same with yesterday ~ it is shown that his last seen is T-O-D-A-Y and just like two hours ago ?? o.O Unbeliavable !! How.. how could.. this be ? *jawdropping*
The chance is here ~
Of course, after I came back into my room.. I start typing and arrange a thoughtful text to be sent to him :D
Well, it's nothing much.. I finally found an 'alibi' to start the chat, asking if he saw my witch doll which was supposed to be hung on my bag that day ~ Owh seriously, I am very tired and sleepy right now.. Since I don't want to look pathetic waiting for the uncertain reply, I decided to take a nap :)
Hmm.. a nap for me, usually won't be less than 2 hours :p but this time, I am not very sure, maybe I slept for about 3 hours xD
And here it comes, he replied \(^o^)/
I admit that I did greasy thing like introduction preface on the text, because I still don't know his personality that well so I think it's better to keep it safe ~ And, his reply was short, and 'friendly' just like replying a text from a friend, instead of a 'passer by who once asked for help' kkk
I sent him the picture of the witch doll that 'reported' to be lost, actually I just took the picture at that time and send it, because the witch doll is there hanging on my bag ~ It's just an alibi :P
He took some time to reply, while I am getting ready for going out tonight ~ And, unexpectedly again.. he commented on the picture said it looks like a voodoo doll and type 'haha' thing, are we getting close now ? :")
I am on my way, and am waiting for my friend to pick me up on the intersection, and it's a crazy traffic jam in here, yeah.. today is Christmas dude ~
I take the time to reply the chat while waiting for this endless jam until my friend arrived, I switch the topic into talk about the shopping mall where we often visit (and coincidentally met). I said that I bet the shopping mall will be insanely crowded because there'll be fireworks show also ~ and of course, my point is to bring up the memories on that day where I approached him, because there was also fireworks and I took a nice picture.. I just, I just want to share it with him :3
Aw.. I've waited for quite a long time and didn't see the cars moving, so I decided to walk on my own, since it's quite near.. and asked my friend to meet on the spot :)
I sent the fireworks picture to the Lime Guy, and since he said that he agrees with my opinion about the craze on the mall on Xmas day, I guess he's not coming tonight.. Okay :(
Something is weird here, he was replying my texts regularly but after I sent him that picture.. he didn't reply anymore :O
What's wrong ??
I don't understand.. I mean, it was all good and suddenly it has ended :|
What have I done so wrong when I just share the nice picture because he said he didn't see the fireworks on that day ? Why ??
Okay, I decided to forget it a while and enjoy the time with my friend ~ Hell yeah, it's the climax of what people called 'sea of people' tonight, really.. to the extent that we need to queue up just for taking escalator ! And every restaurant is full table, the food court is full occupied, just everywhere is full, full, and full of people.. it's hard to even move, and it's like a situation in movie or drama where you can easily lost your child somewhere, be careful..
I missed the fireworks show ! I was walking inside relaxedly with my friend believing that the show usually won't start on time.. but unexpectedly this time, it was on time ! T_T
When we heard the sound of explosions, we rushed to outdoor and since it's so many people in here.. I barely get a spot which is worse than last time because the view is very restricted, geez
I use my camera to capture it, but none of them came out good ~ what a perfect disaster tonight x.X
After the fireworks done, we are hungry and we need something to eat.. but we just get rejected everywhere in the mall, we can't afford to be on a waiting list that has a long way to go ~ So we decided to leave.. Seriously, it's too crowded and inhuman place to stay xD
I suggest to have a quick meal at the convenience store since we are in a hunger SOS condition, but on the way there.. We decided to go to the restaurant near the apartment building where my friend and I usually have dinner before going to the shopping mall. It's a good idea ~
Finally something to boost my mood a bit, I am feeling much better after my stomach is filled keke
And then we just leave and head home, there's nothing more to do ~
That moment when we come out from the apartment complex, we are in the middle of discussing about the new wedges shoes my friend wearing, til suddenly I stop talking, because I saw the Lime Guy ~ *shock*
He is right in front of me NOW !
He didn't notice at first, and I got a lil bit of time to tell my friend about this 'sounds impossible fact' happening at the moment. I completely lost my mind ~ You know, when you text someone, you can express things easily because your face isn't showing.. but then when you just texted someone and suddenly bump into that someone.. I believe you'll experience the same thing as mine, I can feel that my face is freezed, and perhaps it has added another fold on my brain xD
I was left with a huge question mark about why he didn't reply my chat, and now I am given the chance to ask that very directly, in a shocking way ~ Of course, I can't even think about the question, I am just totally blank right now..
It seems like he's goin to just passing by us without realizing our existences, and I already prepared to touch him a bit if he still doesn't see us ~
And more shocking, when we're getting very close to each other.. he finally looked, what a good way of surprising people huh ?
Seriously, my heart skipped many beats at that time.. fiuh ~~~
Guess what ? I've never imagined this kind of encounter.. but as a drama expert *just how I called myself* , I can expect some dramatically lovely scenes to come out ~ trust me, this is not an ordinary encounter, if you watched enough dramas, this kind of thing only happens on screen and the writer will wrap it romantically.
But well, I think too much ~ This is reality !
So, what actually happens is.. the Lime Guy just as shocked as my friend and I :O He spontaneously laughs (???) as we're passing by each other, and I automatically raised my hand and waved toward him.. as if I know him that well =.=
I am confused now.. what's with the 'awkward laugh' we had just now ? And.. I thought he isn't coming tonight, we talked about the mall goin to be crowded and he didn't give any sign of coming at all o.O
Actually it's pretty late for 'just arrived' and goin for gym ~ sure.. the Lime Guy stays weird and mysterious.. can't be helped ~
Is this a Christmas gift for me ? Is it a hint that the Lime Guy will be the right one as in my prayer this morning ? Oh ~ I am so grateful then kkk
I clearly understand there are still many missing pieces between us.. about why he didn't reply, about why he was acting awkward just now, and many many more..
As a Scorpio I can't just overlook these details.. but for now, for tonight.. I can just leave it all behind and be happy :) At the end of the day, appreciate good things that happened is better than worrying about things that might or might not happen.
Of course, I am so thankful for today, I mean that I was able to see the Lime Guy in this warm and lovely day, I just missed the 'kissing under the mistletoe' to make this day completely perfect ♥
Good night and have a sweet dream ~ I am not sure if anything can get sweeter than this :3
From tonight onwards, I guess I'll be so looking forward to every tomorrow, because I wish to have endless tomorrows filled by surprises I am looking up to, with the Lime Guy in every of it :D
I sent him the picture of the witch doll that 'reported' to be lost, actually I just took the picture at that time and send it, because the witch doll is there hanging on my bag ~ It's just an alibi :P
He took some time to reply, while I am getting ready for going out tonight ~ And, unexpectedly again.. he commented on the picture said it looks like a voodoo doll and type 'haha' thing, are we getting close now ? :")
I am on my way, and am waiting for my friend to pick me up on the intersection, and it's a crazy traffic jam in here, yeah.. today is Christmas dude ~
I take the time to reply the chat while waiting for this endless jam until my friend arrived, I switch the topic into talk about the shopping mall where we often visit (and coincidentally met). I said that I bet the shopping mall will be insanely crowded because there'll be fireworks show also ~ and of course, my point is to bring up the memories on that day where I approached him, because there was also fireworks and I took a nice picture.. I just, I just want to share it with him :3
Aw.. I've waited for quite a long time and didn't see the cars moving, so I decided to walk on my own, since it's quite near.. and asked my friend to meet on the spot :)
I sent the fireworks picture to the Lime Guy, and since he said that he agrees with my opinion about the craze on the mall on Xmas day, I guess he's not coming tonight.. Okay :(
Something is weird here, he was replying my texts regularly but after I sent him that picture.. he didn't reply anymore :O
What's wrong ??
What have I done so wrong when I just share the nice picture because he said he didn't see the fireworks on that day ? Why ??
Okay, I decided to forget it a while and enjoy the time with my friend ~ Hell yeah, it's the climax of what people called 'sea of people' tonight, really.. to the extent that we need to queue up just for taking escalator ! And every restaurant is full table, the food court is full occupied, just everywhere is full, full, and full of people.. it's hard to even move, and it's like a situation in movie or drama where you can easily lost your child somewhere, be careful..
I missed the fireworks show ! I was walking inside relaxedly with my friend believing that the show usually won't start on time.. but unexpectedly this time, it was on time ! T_T
When we heard the sound of explosions, we rushed to outdoor and since it's so many people in here.. I barely get a spot which is worse than last time because the view is very restricted, geez
I use my camera to capture it, but none of them came out good ~ what a perfect disaster tonight x.X
After the fireworks done, we are hungry and we need something to eat.. but we just get rejected everywhere in the mall, we can't afford to be on a waiting list that has a long way to go ~ So we decided to leave.. Seriously, it's too crowded and inhuman place to stay xD
I suggest to have a quick meal at the convenience store since we are in a hunger SOS condition, but on the way there.. We decided to go to the restaurant near the apartment building where my friend and I usually have dinner before going to the shopping mall. It's a good idea ~
Finally something to boost my mood a bit, I am feeling much better after my stomach is filled keke
And then we just leave and head home, there's nothing more to do ~
That moment when we come out from the apartment complex, we are in the middle of discussing about the new wedges shoes my friend wearing, til suddenly I stop talking, because I saw the Lime Guy ~ *shock*
He is right in front of me NOW !
He didn't notice at first, and I got a lil bit of time to tell my friend about this 'sounds impossible fact' happening at the moment. I completely lost my mind ~ You know, when you text someone, you can express things easily because your face isn't showing.. but then when you just texted someone and suddenly bump into that someone.. I believe you'll experience the same thing as mine, I can feel that my face is freezed, and perhaps it has added another fold on my brain xD
I was left with a huge question mark about why he didn't reply my chat, and now I am given the chance to ask that very directly, in a shocking way ~ Of course, I can't even think about the question, I am just totally blank right now..
It seems like he's goin to just passing by us without realizing our existences, and I already prepared to touch him a bit if he still doesn't see us ~
And more shocking, when we're getting very close to each other.. he finally looked, what a good way of surprising people huh ?
Seriously, my heart skipped many beats at that time.. fiuh ~~~
Guess what ? I've never imagined this kind of encounter.. but as a drama expert *just how I called myself* , I can expect some dramatically lovely scenes to come out ~ trust me, this is not an ordinary encounter, if you watched enough dramas, this kind of thing only happens on screen and the writer will wrap it romantically.
But well, I think too much ~ This is reality !
So, what actually happens is.. the Lime Guy just as shocked as my friend and I :O He spontaneously laughs (???) as we're passing by each other, and I automatically raised my hand and waved toward him.. as if I know him that well =.=
I am confused now.. what's with the 'awkward laugh' we had just now ? And.. I thought he isn't coming tonight, we talked about the mall goin to be crowded and he didn't give any sign of coming at all o.O
Actually it's pretty late for 'just arrived' and goin for gym ~ sure.. the Lime Guy stays weird and mysterious.. can't be helped ~
Is this a Christmas gift for me ? Is it a hint that the Lime Guy will be the right one as in my prayer this morning ? Oh ~ I am so grateful then kkk
I clearly understand there are still many missing pieces between us.. about why he didn't reply, about why he was acting awkward just now, and many many more..
As a Scorpio I can't just overlook these details.. but for now, for tonight.. I can just leave it all behind and be happy :) At the end of the day, appreciate good things that happened is better than worrying about things that might or might not happen.
Of course, I am so thankful for today, I mean that I was able to see the Lime Guy in this warm and lovely day, I just missed the 'kissing under the mistletoe' to make this day completely perfect ♥
Good night and have a sweet dream ~ I am not sure if anything can get sweeter than this :3
From tonight onwards, I guess I'll be so looking forward to every tomorrow, because I wish to have endless tomorrows filled by surprises I am looking up to, with the Lime Guy in every of it :D
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