Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 5 Take 6

Fifth Sight..

October 18th - Today is Friday, I just out of nowhere getting the mood to celebrate the so called TGIF ? And I asked my friend out for it :)

The same place, the same friend, and we are just enjoying the walk, the talk ~ that's what friends are for, isn't it ?

Since it's still counted as weekday, the mall seems to be more quiet than usual (ehm I mean Saturday nite) and honestly it feels much boring since there's no much to see *if you know what I mean -smirk-

We're planning on riding the shuttle bus at 9 pm, so when it's about time.. I and my beloved friend find a spot to sit down and wait. We were in the midst of talking random stuffs, til suddenly my friend stopped, and change the topic ~ she was like, Hey ! See, It's that guy !

At first, I really do not understand what is she saying, who is who ~ who is she talking about ? @_@

Hmm.. Okay, I finally got it ~ 'that guy' refers to the Lime Guy o.O

We are sitting, which facing toward the escalator.. that he's taking to go up. Err.. Is this another coincidence ??

I'm not very sure it was him though.. And it's friday dude ~ if this is happening on satnite, then no doubt.. but friday doesn't sound so legit. So in half believing, me and my friend stare at each other, trying to figure out the answer.. but both are speechless :|

My friend then asked if I want to take the escalator and make sure ~ Oh this is hard ! I'm wavering between the shuttle bus and the Lime Guy now !

But when my friend asked twice, in no time.. I got up from the seat xD

I made it fast, so when we get on the escalator, he hasn't reached the 1st Floor.. Fiuh ~ Hmm.. it could be him, that guy just looks like him. But question is, he doesn't wear casual tee and short as usual, no Nike sport bag with him. Instead, he's wearing a checker shirt (as I remember it's red and navy mix on a white base) and jeans, with sneakers :O The same face and appearance, in totally different style.

Now we are here on 1st Floor, and it seems like he's heading up again. I can barely see his hand bringing a 'package' or 'box' and it much more looks like a take away from restaurant or cake shop ~

On the way up, while taking the escalator, he suddenly talks.. there's a boy standing next to the escalator near the trash can.. I don't know why, the Lime Guy is talking to him, seems like he's joking with the boy, and sometimes he smiles, brightly o.O Do they know each other ? What did he say ? Why is he talking to the boy ? So many questions come up ~ Ah, I wish I could get a clue, I really wish..

We finally reached the highest level, guess it's 3rd Floor.. and he disappeared in the wind (eh ?) Me and my friend just take a look around repeatedly, but the result is still the same. Where is he ?? Somehow it's creepy, and I kind of wondering.. like in a movie, maybe, we've been found out, and he's hiding somewhere, eyeing on us ! lol ~ I know, I think too much rite kkkk

Okay, we soon gave up on the search and heading down, it's enough for tonight.. at least it's confirmed that the guy was really him :)

For addition, it was nice to be able to meet him not just on Saturday nite ~

Sixth Sight..

November 13th - Today is Wednesday, but it feels like Friday ~ You know why ? Because I'll be having days off starting tomorrow ! Yay ~ And I'm going back home ^_^

It's already about one year since I went home, and surely I'm pretty excited for this ~

Tonight, I am going out with some friends, girl and boys, how do I call it - a see you again dinner before leaving ? - Well, they suggested it, so I just join :D

I am really not someone, as many people do, type of person that will be craving over some food or drink, I am not.. but now I really want to eat Fettucinne with fried mushrooms :9

So there we ended up at a pasta house, but unfortunately.. I didn't manage to get the thing I'm craving for, since the waitress made a small yet huge mistake by spelling it wrong - Olivio to Olio- so of course, they deliver the different thing as ordered :| Okay, this is Spaghetti Aglio Olio prepared in front of me ~ but I am already too hungry to complain and wait for the change.. so I just eat it, it looks tasty though..

The place is fancy, with some flowery and leafy decorations all over the place, wood fencing, yeah.. the concept is to create a 'garden-like' athmosphere ~ and five of us are in the middle of chit-chat, I can't really mention any topics out of it since it's too random lol

Today too, I plan on riding the last shuttle bus on 9 pm with the girl friend, but it's about time and we still in the middle of talking, not even asked for the bill ~ perhaps, we give up on the shuttle, be strong my poor legs =p

Suddenly, yeah s-u-d-d-e-n-l-y.. When this word come out, we know clearly what we could expect to happen xD

YES ~ Exactly what you're thinking about kkkk
I thought, I thought it was my friend joking, because in the middle of conversation, one of the boy said to me, calmly, the Lime Guy is heading our way ~ Since this friend usually jokes around, I was like.. geez.. are you trying to play with me ? But still, I follow his eye's direction and found.. Oh Gosh ~ He's serious !!
The Lime Guy just walked pass by me, even though I just saw his back and side face, I can perfectly sure it was him *proud* Well, he's in his usual sport costume anyway, so it's easy to say..
Again, he looks around, it feels like he's confusing, does he really have orientation disorder ? Just, weird..
And of all places, this late of weekday night.. why would he passed by here ? the restaurant is kind of far from the main part of the shopping mall though.. *sigh ~ Don't make me wonder, really don't, the conclusion that leads to the word 'fate' is getting heavier now.. NOOoooo ~

Okay, I tried not to think much about it, one thing I can be sure is.. It feels much better to see him before my leave.. gonna miss the Lime Guy for sure, those unexplainable heartbeats, unended wonders, surprising mini heart attacks, curiousity and happiness :) See you soon ~

Next time, I'll make sure we at least talks..

Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 4

Fourth Sight…

October 12th – Have you ever feel so anxious ? When you can feel excitement and a lil bit worry at the same time ~ You know what you want to do and what you should do in order to get what you want, but then you fear.. you're afraid that you'll fail or you'll be rejected, that things will not go according to the plan. That's exactly how I am feeling right now :S

I, finally found a way; I asked my friends' opinion whether I should do this or not, I mean.. Am I trying too hard ? Because I come out with a plan which is need some 'efforts' to make it works ~ Are you curious ? :D

I am not sure how could I think about this, should I call this, in a cheesy way : the power of love ? lol
Well, well, well, I am still not goin that deep yet ~ Okay, so this is the plan. Since I can be pretty sure the presence of the Lime Guy is connected to the Fitness Centre, I need to create 'that something' like a ticket to get closer and approach him rite.. So here it is : a questionnaire :)

This is the only best way I could think of, and I believe that with this questionnaire it will happen naturally without picking up unnecessary suspicions.

Now the problem is, should I really create the questions by myself ? I don't think so ~ Yeap ! Of course I typed it on Google :p TADAA ~

Hmm.. Honestly, although I know that I can't do it nicely, but I also can't stand some questionnaire samples that done badly with unrelated stuffs or asking for useless data, I at least have this little of 'sense'. And because of that 'sense' I compared and combined some questionnaires I barely found on the web to my liking and I am very satisfied with the output ^_^

Woo ~ It feels like I am going back to those uni days :)

So, after a long time.. I asked myself, why am I so determined ? For the first time, I realized how scary is it to be born as a Scorpio, full of determination, that's it.

Okay, I am done with the 'ticket' and got it printed out around ten copies and asking for my friend's help to randomly fill some of them so when the time comes, it'll look like many others are also asked, when actually he's the only one :)

Today, I am hanging out with my friends from mall to another mall, and ended up at the one where I always see the Lime Guy. Of course, it was intentional. And I bring along the 'weapon' with me tonight. But, I am not sure if our fate will do its job or not, since I have been wandering around past two weeks and got nothing.

Then we're having dinner and some light topics chit chat in restaurant placed at 3rd Floor, the same with the Fitness Center, well this wasn't intentional but just happened this way :p

When all of us almost done eating, and I am trying hard to finish remaining sweet ice tea in the glass which is still more than half -.-" I choked for trying too hard x_X

~~~ At this moment, I really really want to say to my girl friend next to me, joking that this is the sign of his appearance.. But before I get the chance to tell her, I looked outside the restaurant and.. yes, it's no other than him !! The Lime Guy just passed !! :O

Can you call it a coincidence ?? Is it merely a coincidence ?? I'm sorry but I am not able to think that way :p
I quickly squeeze up my friend to look outside, hmm.. but today he looks kind of different than usual, his hair is neatly slicked up and I can see it's a lil bit wet yet sparkly o.O Seriously, there's no hair covering his face and he looks more mature this time ! May I drool ? lol ~
I am calm enough to observe my friend's reaction, and she was like.. stunned ~ Hey, are you okay ? Can you hear me ? Say something !
She then said, the Lime Guy is charming *within my expectation* and he looks so straight, a real man kekeke. She said that he is an OK ! and go ahead :)

We quickly done with the payment and left the restaurant. As the Lime Guy is well known with his fast paced steps, we don't expect that he could be still reachable within our sights. And of course, we lost him ~ It's okay..
My two other boy friends didn't really get to see his face so they seems more curious than me. But then, when we're heading down, I can see him again ~ So we ended up 'tailing' that guy from afar with the mindset, it's no big deal if we lost him anyway.. Because I am still in dilemma whether I could really approach him this time or not, considering there's also boys walking with me. Hmm..

When we finally reached Ground Floor, it looks like he's gone forever, no traces of his are shown :p And I suddenly feel like coughing, again and again.. In the middle of coughing, I can barely see someone familiar, Shit ! That Denim Guy again ! And I just pretended busy with my coughing and look other way :)
My friend said she wants to go downstair and buy some breads for tomorrow's breakfast so there we go later. At the intersection, I notice someone's coming our way :O Oh Gosh ~ how come I see the Lime Guy again, I was so speechless.. why did this guy keep appearing in front of me ?? It's truly making it harder on me to believe everything just happens for no reason. Why ~~~
Then we decided to split up in two-two, and I left with a guy friend and somehow I don't feel right, you know.. I am about to approach a guy, while I am walking with another guy, does it make sense ?? It sounds improper in any way rite :(
And these two guy friends actually know zero about the questionnaire mission and just follow. I am wavering whether I should just coolly do it or maybe not today ~

So, I notice that he, once again, looks busy with his phone.. no much different than previous time and I guess he really is going to meet up with someone this time. Since he looks too busy to be approached, I am telling myself maybe later, maybe when he looks like he has nothing to do and just walking around, maybe.. is just maybe ~
I cowardly following him, the distance is close and he keeps wandering back and forth. That really made me, also my friend, feel uneasy. It's already not easy to follow after someone, and then he walks very fast, on top of those difficulties.. he would suddenly make a U turn and come to my way face to face, pass by and back to the fast walk mode again.

For me, it's a non stop mini heart attacks ! I can feel my legs lost energy when he suddenly appear right in front of me when I thought he's heading somewhere else. Luckily, I am holding my phone so I can pretend as if nothing happened. I was going to take out my weapon, but then the mini heart attack stopped me.. I don't think I can really do this.. Please wait a little bit more ~

The plan was perfect, the scene and storyline, there's no flaws ~ but saying and doing is two different matters.. And I admit that, I am not good enough to carry out the mission :')
And also, the real situations can be unpredictable and to get adjusted I will need some time, while things can go out of control at the moment too..
There's a whisper inside of me, since I have been bumping into the Lime Guy for so many times tonight, it would be inappropriate to do the approach because it would, perhaps, trigger his suspicion towards me, and also the innocent questionnaire. Hmm..

I've decided to keep away my weapon until next time (I am not even sure where did I got the confidence that I will, for sure, meet him again the other time). But it doesn't mean that I give up on the tailing game too xD It continues..

I, along with one of my guy friend, walking leisurely far behind him.. discussing how come a person wandering like this in a mall, does he have some kind of blurred orientation in crowd or something ? It's really weird, too weird.. When we almost reached the end of the mall, he disappeared :O Hmm.. since there's an escalator so perhaps he's already up, then ~ OMG !! He's stepping out from the ATM center, towards us x_X
Seriously, I feel like my heart's gonna jump out when in a split of second he appeared and walked passing by me *straight face*

Okay, I turned and looking at his leaving back (eh ?) So he didn't really notice that we're after him all this time rite, or he just pretended and playing with us ? I don't know ~
I just take about two steps, and stopped.. I can't stand this mini heart attaks any longer, it's too dangerous ~ Nah ! That moment, when I took out my phone to text my friends who are buying breads, that Lime Guy turned back again !! And he just walks lightly in front of me and pass by.
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He's killing me ~ slowly, surely.

That was the last sight of him and I know I saw him more than enough for tonight ~

Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 3

Third Sight…

September 21^st – It’s 2 weeks later, after last time I saw the mysterious Lime Guy. I decided to absent visiting that shopping mall after I kept bumping with the Denim Guy I mentioned before. I don’t want to let him know that I often go there on weekend. Also, I planned to sleep over my friend’s house since it’s been a while I last saw her and her beloved family, so I just feel there’s a need to pay a visit and take some time to relax.

Actually, I am pretty crystal clear that my feeling towards this Lime Guy is in fifty fifty state. It’s like, I wish and I want to have him, but if I can’t then it’s fine J

I spent last 2 weekends having fun ‘girls day out’ and totally got him out of my mind for a while, for the sake if I can’t see him anymore in the future it won’t really matter then.

And today, I am back here again.. to the place where we first met, hmm the same place for the second time too lol

I can’t deny that deep down inside my heart, I still wish our ‘so called fate’ will continue.

But since I didn’t come for 2 weekends, I am not so sure if he’ll be there again, I am not even sure if he really workouts at fitness centre in this mall or not. All I have now is just hope and faith ~

Well, to make it less boring -walking alone- I think that 'window shopping' would be a nice idea :D

I arrived a bit late today, so I should understand that  the chance has automatically reduced. I visit the stores randomly and just leisurely taking my time. I thought that I would never find anything to my liking (where the design met my budget :p). But then, I was wrong.

At last, I ended up carrying a new handbag from Stradivarius :")

My friends texted in the group chat talking about going for karaoke tonight. Hmm.. I am in a dilemma, half heartedly wanna join and the other half wants to keep staying here. But then I suggest to book the room first since it's never easy to get a room in a sudden like this. When I am about to leave the mall, around 9 pm, I am heading to the escalator to go down to Ground Floor. Suddenly, I heard somebody's calling my name :O Okay, since it's in a crowded shopping mall, it's possible that I just misheard, but then I can tell that somebody's really calling my name, my full name ~ so I look around, I should admit that I must be looked like a child who's losing her mom :p But I just can't find the voice source, it's somehow creepy rite..

I try to stay calm, and look around again, but there's no one familiar ~ I try to concentrate again, since I can still hear my full name being called, and ... Ah ! It's up there !

Hmm.. So, the fact is, I coincidentally meet some old friends ~ well, not very old ones that I haven't seen for decades, but.. they're friends from the same uni and we used to hang out together in the past, but just.. no more. I feel kind of awkward at the moment, but I don't feel like leaving too, it'll be nice to be able to talk with people you haven't seen for a while, and also I am completely aware that I've found a reason to stay in the shopping mall without the need to wander around aimlessly hehehe..

And here we are, ended up at a pudding stall.. how should I say it, the packaging is quite interesting, something like 'candle in a jar' ~ but I didn't get myself one, because I don't really into sweet thing and also the time is a lil bit too late for something to get through my throat :)

We start talking from basic stuffs like how's life going on, work, daily activities etc. I enjoy it well, and sometimes I tried to crack a joke so the atmosphere stay soft and not tense up. I told them that I actually have an appoinment later with my other friends to go to karaoke, but then it is said that we can't get a room so it has been cancelled. So I just continue the chit chat while waiting for 10 pm to ride on the shuttle bus.

It's around 9.45 pm, and we're in a serious conversation but suddenly I got my focus on somewhere else. The Lime Guy just passed by ! The feeling is like, the moment you gave up on hope, stop expecting, and it looks like the end, as you enter a tunnel and it's going dark, darker, you lost your sight and purpose.. then you see a light from the end of the tunnel ~ it feels GREAT !

I was blank for a second, cos it's too unbelievable, yes so unbelievable, at this hour.. when the mall only opens up to 10 pm, and the place where I am is at the corner where just few people will walk by, I couldn't not assuming that this coincidence has nothing to do with fate ~

I just let him passed by like that, knowing that I could have him right in front of my eyes once again is already more than enough :3

This guy, I can't describe this feeling, but I do wish to see him more often ^_^

Back to the situation, I am in trouble now that I didn't pay attention to the topic of current conversation, but it's good that no one asking for my opinion so I just make it up with smiles, a lot lol ~

And just some times later, maybe just within 5 minutes.. there he comes again o.O

I thought he's already gone downstairs since the direction he walked just now is toward the escalator, and I sincerely let him go this time.. since I am still trapped in the situation where I can't just leave as I please, and it's much more impossible to tell my friends here that I am going to tail on someone because I am interesting on him kkkk

I can see him walking the opposite way from before, it means he perhaps going down and up again, well I just humbly wish that I could be the reason for his unreasonable movement :D

So he's heading to the restroom ~.~ I don't think it's hard to find it downstairs and it won't be too crowded at this late hour also, he just keeps acting weird.

While he's in the restroom, I talked to a girl friend who's sitting next to me, a short story about my encounter with this Lime Guy, because I want to show her when he comes out.

I can see from her eyes that she was amazed, for the fact about Bershka incident, she then said it sounds like a drama (I think so too) ~ but just how this drama will continue and end.. I am curious.

At the time when he comes out, I pointed on him. Unfortunately, what I hear from my friend is not as expected, she said that he's too thin and uncharismatic. it's the same as saying, what's so good about him ? Well, I am disappointed, I think he's good enough and eye-catching ~ but what she said has nothing to do with my feeling toward the guy anyway :)

Ah, I almost forgot to say, today he's wearing the same tee shirt like when we first met, a clean and white base with some stripes in the middle, it looks really good on him, just suits him soooOOOOoooo much

And then he's gone, and later I am heading down with my friends to take the shuttle, I still wish I can see him on the way, but it didn't happen. It's fine ~ there'll be next time..

From this encounter, I know I start being greedy. I wish that I can get to know him, but how ? People say, when there's a will there's a way ~ Now, it made me thinking to make a way for myself, into his world, will I ?