Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 3

Third Sight…

September 21^st – It’s 2 weeks later, after last time I saw the mysterious Lime Guy. I decided to absent visiting that shopping mall after I kept bumping with the Denim Guy I mentioned before. I don’t want to let him know that I often go there on weekend. Also, I planned to sleep over my friend’s house since it’s been a while I last saw her and her beloved family, so I just feel there’s a need to pay a visit and take some time to relax.

Actually, I am pretty crystal clear that my feeling towards this Lime Guy is in fifty fifty state. It’s like, I wish and I want to have him, but if I can’t then it’s fine J

I spent last 2 weekends having fun ‘girls day out’ and totally got him out of my mind for a while, for the sake if I can’t see him anymore in the future it won’t really matter then.

And today, I am back here again.. to the place where we first met, hmm the same place for the second time too lol

I can’t deny that deep down inside my heart, I still wish our ‘so called fate’ will continue.

But since I didn’t come for 2 weekends, I am not so sure if he’ll be there again, I am not even sure if he really workouts at fitness centre in this mall or not. All I have now is just hope and faith ~

Well, to make it less boring -walking alone- I think that 'window shopping' would be a nice idea :D

I arrived a bit late today, so I should understand that  the chance has automatically reduced. I visit the stores randomly and just leisurely taking my time. I thought that I would never find anything to my liking (where the design met my budget :p). But then, I was wrong.

At last, I ended up carrying a new handbag from Stradivarius :")

My friends texted in the group chat talking about going for karaoke tonight. Hmm.. I am in a dilemma, half heartedly wanna join and the other half wants to keep staying here. But then I suggest to book the room first since it's never easy to get a room in a sudden like this. When I am about to leave the mall, around 9 pm, I am heading to the escalator to go down to Ground Floor. Suddenly, I heard somebody's calling my name :O Okay, since it's in a crowded shopping mall, it's possible that I just misheard, but then I can tell that somebody's really calling my name, my full name ~ so I look around, I should admit that I must be looked like a child who's losing her mom :p But I just can't find the voice source, it's somehow creepy rite..

I try to stay calm, and look around again, but there's no one familiar ~ I try to concentrate again, since I can still hear my full name being called, and ... Ah ! It's up there !

Hmm.. So, the fact is, I coincidentally meet some old friends ~ well, not very old ones that I haven't seen for decades, but.. they're friends from the same uni and we used to hang out together in the past, but just.. no more. I feel kind of awkward at the moment, but I don't feel like leaving too, it'll be nice to be able to talk with people you haven't seen for a while, and also I am completely aware that I've found a reason to stay in the shopping mall without the need to wander around aimlessly hehehe..

And here we are, ended up at a pudding stall.. how should I say it, the packaging is quite interesting, something like 'candle in a jar' ~ but I didn't get myself one, because I don't really into sweet thing and also the time is a lil bit too late for something to get through my throat :)

We start talking from basic stuffs like how's life going on, work, daily activities etc. I enjoy it well, and sometimes I tried to crack a joke so the atmosphere stay soft and not tense up. I told them that I actually have an appoinment later with my other friends to go to karaoke, but then it is said that we can't get a room so it has been cancelled. So I just continue the chit chat while waiting for 10 pm to ride on the shuttle bus.

It's around 9.45 pm, and we're in a serious conversation but suddenly I got my focus on somewhere else. The Lime Guy just passed by ! The feeling is like, the moment you gave up on hope, stop expecting, and it looks like the end, as you enter a tunnel and it's going dark, darker, you lost your sight and purpose.. then you see a light from the end of the tunnel ~ it feels GREAT !

I was blank for a second, cos it's too unbelievable, yes so unbelievable, at this hour.. when the mall only opens up to 10 pm, and the place where I am is at the corner where just few people will walk by, I couldn't not assuming that this coincidence has nothing to do with fate ~

I just let him passed by like that, knowing that I could have him right in front of my eyes once again is already more than enough :3

This guy, I can't describe this feeling, but I do wish to see him more often ^_^

Back to the situation, I am in trouble now that I didn't pay attention to the topic of current conversation, but it's good that no one asking for my opinion so I just make it up with smiles, a lot lol ~

And just some times later, maybe just within 5 minutes.. there he comes again o.O

I thought he's already gone downstairs since the direction he walked just now is toward the escalator, and I sincerely let him go this time.. since I am still trapped in the situation where I can't just leave as I please, and it's much more impossible to tell my friends here that I am going to tail on someone because I am interesting on him kkkk

I can see him walking the opposite way from before, it means he perhaps going down and up again, well I just humbly wish that I could be the reason for his unreasonable movement :D

So he's heading to the restroom ~.~ I don't think it's hard to find it downstairs and it won't be too crowded at this late hour also, he just keeps acting weird.

While he's in the restroom, I talked to a girl friend who's sitting next to me, a short story about my encounter with this Lime Guy, because I want to show her when he comes out.

I can see from her eyes that she was amazed, for the fact about Bershka incident, she then said it sounds like a drama (I think so too) ~ but just how this drama will continue and end.. I am curious.

At the time when he comes out, I pointed on him. Unfortunately, what I hear from my friend is not as expected, she said that he's too thin and uncharismatic. it's the same as saying, what's so good about him ? Well, I am disappointed, I think he's good enough and eye-catching ~ but what she said has nothing to do with my feeling toward the guy anyway :)

Ah, I almost forgot to say, today he's wearing the same tee shirt like when we first met, a clean and white base with some stripes in the middle, it looks really good on him, just suits him soooOOOOoooo much

And then he's gone, and later I am heading down with my friends to take the shuttle, I still wish I can see him on the way, but it didn't happen. It's fine ~ there'll be next time..

From this encounter, I know I start being greedy. I wish that I can get to know him, but how ? People say, when there's a will there's a way ~ Now, it made me thinking to make a way for myself, into his world, will I ?