October 12th – Have you ever feel so anxious ? When you can feel excitement and a lil bit worry at the same time ~ You know what you want to do and what you should do in order to get what you want, but then you fear.. you're afraid that you'll fail or you'll be rejected, that things will not go according to the plan. That's exactly how I am feeling right now :S
I, finally found a way; I asked my friends' opinion whether I should do this or not, I mean.. Am I trying too hard ? Because I come out with a plan which is need some 'efforts' to make it works ~ Are you curious ? :D
I am not sure how could I think about this, should I call this, in a cheesy way : the power of love ? lol
Well, well, well, I am still not goin that deep yet ~ Okay, so this is the plan. Since I can be pretty sure the presence of the Lime Guy is connected to the Fitness Centre, I need to create 'that something' like a ticket to get closer and approach him rite.. So here it is : a questionnaire :)
This is the only best way I could think of, and I believe that with this questionnaire it will happen naturally without picking up unnecessary suspicions.
Now the problem is, should I really create the questions by myself ? I don't think so ~ Yeap ! Of course I typed it on Google :p TADAA ~
Hmm.. Honestly, although I know that I can't do it nicely, but I also can't stand some questionnaire samples that done badly with unrelated stuffs or asking for useless data, I at least have this little of 'sense'. And because of that 'sense' I compared and combined some questionnaires I barely found on the web to my liking and I am very satisfied with the output ^_^
Woo ~ It feels like I am going back to those uni days :)
So, after a long time.. I asked myself, why am I so determined ? For the first time, I realized how scary is it to be born as a Scorpio, full of determination, that's it.
Okay, I am done with the 'ticket' and got it printed out around ten copies and asking for my friend's help to randomly fill some of them so when the time comes, it'll look like many others are also asked, when actually he's the only one :)
Today, I am hanging out with my friends from mall to another mall, and ended up at the one where I always see the Lime Guy. Of course, it was intentional. And I bring along the 'weapon' with me tonight. But, I am not sure if our fate will do its job or not, since I have been wandering around past two weeks and got nothing.
Then we're having dinner and some light topics chit chat in restaurant placed at 3rd Floor, the same with the Fitness Center, well this wasn't intentional but just happened this way :p
When all of us almost done eating, and I am trying hard to finish remaining sweet ice tea in the glass which is still more than half -.-" I choked for trying too hard x_X
~~~ At this moment, I really really want to say to my girl friend next to me, joking that this is the sign of his appearance.. But before I get the chance to tell her, I looked outside the restaurant and.. yes, it's no other than him !! The Lime Guy just passed !! :O
Can you call it a coincidence ?? Is it merely a coincidence ?? I'm sorry but I am not able to think that way :p
I quickly squeeze up my friend to look outside, hmm.. but today he looks kind of different than usual, his hair is neatly slicked up and I can see it's a lil bit wet yet sparkly o.O Seriously, there's no hair covering his face and he looks more mature this time ! May I drool ? lol ~
I am calm enough to observe my friend's reaction, and she was like.. stunned ~ Hey, are you okay ? Can you hear me ? Say something !
She then said, the Lime Guy is charming *within my expectation* and he looks so straight, a real man kekeke. She said that he is an OK ! and go ahead :)
We quickly done with the payment and left the restaurant. As the Lime Guy is well known with his fast paced steps, we don't expect that he could be still reachable within our sights. And of course, we lost him ~ It's okay..
My two other boy friends didn't really get to see his face so they seems more curious than me. But then, when we're heading down, I can see him again ~ So we ended up 'tailing' that guy from afar with the mindset, it's no big deal if we lost him anyway.. Because I am still in dilemma whether I could really approach him this time or not, considering there's also boys walking with me. Hmm..
When we finally reached Ground Floor, it looks like he's gone forever, no traces of his are shown :p And I suddenly feel like coughing, again and again.. In the middle of coughing, I can barely see someone familiar, Shit ! That Denim Guy again ! And I just pretended busy with my coughing and look other way :)
My friend said she wants to go downstair and buy some breads for tomorrow's breakfast so there we go later. At the intersection, I notice someone's coming our way :O Oh Gosh ~ how come I see the Lime Guy again, I was so speechless.. why did this guy keep appearing in front of me ?? It's truly making it harder on me to believe everything just happens for no reason. Why ~~~
Then we decided to split up in two-two, and I left with a guy friend and somehow I don't feel right, you know.. I am about to approach a guy, while I am walking with another guy, does it make sense ?? It sounds improper in any way rite :(
And these two guy friends actually know zero about the questionnaire mission and just follow. I am wavering whether I should just coolly do it or maybe not today ~
So, I notice that he, once again, looks busy with his phone.. no much different than previous time and I guess he really is going to meet up with someone this time. Since he looks too busy to be approached, I am telling myself maybe later, maybe when he looks like he has nothing to do and just walking around, maybe.. is just maybe ~
I cowardly following him, the distance is close and he keeps wandering back and forth. That really made me, also my friend, feel uneasy. It's already not easy to follow after someone, and then he walks very fast, on top of those difficulties.. he would suddenly make a U turn and come to my way face to face, pass by and back to the fast walk mode again.
For me, it's a non stop mini heart attacks ! I can feel my legs lost energy when he suddenly appear right in front of me when I thought he's heading somewhere else. Luckily, I am holding my phone so I can pretend as if nothing happened. I was going to take out my weapon, but then the mini heart attack stopped me.. I don't think I can really do this.. Please wait a little bit more ~
The plan was perfect, the scene and storyline, there's no flaws ~ but saying and doing is two different matters.. And I admit that, I am not good enough to carry out the mission :')
And also, the real situations can be unpredictable and to get adjusted I will need some time, while things can go out of control at the moment too..
There's a whisper inside of me, since I have been bumping into the Lime Guy for so many times tonight, it would be inappropriate to do the approach because it would, perhaps, trigger his suspicion towards me, and also the innocent questionnaire. Hmm..
I've decided to keep away my weapon until next time (I am not even sure where did I got the confidence that I will, for sure, meet him again the other time). But it doesn't mean that I give up on the tailing game too xD It continues..
I, along with one of my guy friend, walking leisurely far behind him.. discussing how come a person wandering like this in a mall, does he have some kind of blurred orientation in crowd or something ? It's really weird, too weird.. When we almost reached the end of the mall, he disappeared :O Hmm.. since there's an escalator so perhaps he's already up, then ~ OMG !! He's stepping out from the ATM center, towards us x_X
Seriously, I feel like my heart's gonna jump out when in a split of second he appeared and walked passing by me *straight face*
Okay, I turned and looking at his leaving back (eh ?) So he didn't really notice that we're after him all this time rite, or he just pretended and playing with us ? I don't know ~
I just take about two steps, and stopped.. I can't stand this mini heart attaks any longer, it's too dangerous ~ Nah ! That moment, when I took out my phone to text my friends who are buying breads, that Lime Guy turned back again !! And he just walks lightly in front of me and pass by.
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He's killing me ~ slowly, surely.
That was the last sight of him and I know I saw him more than enough for tonight ~
Can you call it a coincidence ?? Is it merely a coincidence ?? I'm sorry but I am not able to think that way :p
I quickly squeeze up my friend to look outside, hmm.. but today he looks kind of different than usual, his hair is neatly slicked up and I can see it's a lil bit wet yet sparkly o.O Seriously, there's no hair covering his face and he looks more mature this time ! May I drool ? lol ~
I am calm enough to observe my friend's reaction, and she was like.. stunned ~ Hey, are you okay ? Can you hear me ? Say something !
She then said, the Lime Guy is charming *within my expectation* and he looks so straight, a real man kekeke. She said that he is an OK ! and go ahead :)
We quickly done with the payment and left the restaurant. As the Lime Guy is well known with his fast paced steps, we don't expect that he could be still reachable within our sights. And of course, we lost him ~ It's okay..
My two other boy friends didn't really get to see his face so they seems more curious than me. But then, when we're heading down, I can see him again ~ So we ended up 'tailing' that guy from afar with the mindset, it's no big deal if we lost him anyway.. Because I am still in dilemma whether I could really approach him this time or not, considering there's also boys walking with me. Hmm..
When we finally reached Ground Floor, it looks like he's gone forever, no traces of his are shown :p And I suddenly feel like coughing, again and again.. In the middle of coughing, I can barely see someone familiar, Shit ! That Denim Guy again ! And I just pretended busy with my coughing and look other way :)
My friend said she wants to go downstair and buy some breads for tomorrow's breakfast so there we go later. At the intersection, I notice someone's coming our way :O Oh Gosh ~ how come I see the Lime Guy again, I was so speechless.. why did this guy keep appearing in front of me ?? It's truly making it harder on me to believe everything just happens for no reason. Why ~~~
Then we decided to split up in two-two, and I left with a guy friend and somehow I don't feel right, you know.. I am about to approach a guy, while I am walking with another guy, does it make sense ?? It sounds improper in any way rite :(
And these two guy friends actually know zero about the questionnaire mission and just follow. I am wavering whether I should just coolly do it or maybe not today ~
I cowardly following him, the distance is close and he keeps wandering back and forth. That really made me, also my friend, feel uneasy. It's already not easy to follow after someone, and then he walks very fast, on top of those difficulties.. he would suddenly make a U turn and come to my way face to face, pass by and back to the fast walk mode again.
For me, it's a non stop mini heart attacks ! I can feel my legs lost energy when he suddenly appear right in front of me when I thought he's heading somewhere else. Luckily, I am holding my phone so I can pretend as if nothing happened. I was going to take out my weapon, but then the mini heart attack stopped me.. I don't think I can really do this.. Please wait a little bit more ~
The plan was perfect, the scene and storyline, there's no flaws ~ but saying and doing is two different matters.. And I admit that, I am not good enough to carry out the mission :')
And also, the real situations can be unpredictable and to get adjusted I will need some time, while things can go out of control at the moment too..
There's a whisper inside of me, since I have been bumping into the Lime Guy for so many times tonight, it would be inappropriate to do the approach because it would, perhaps, trigger his suspicion towards me, and also the innocent questionnaire. Hmm..
I've decided to keep away my weapon until next time (I am not even sure where did I got the confidence that I will, for sure, meet him again the other time). But it doesn't mean that I give up on the tailing game too xD It continues..
I, along with one of my guy friend, walking leisurely far behind him.. discussing how come a person wandering like this in a mall, does he have some kind of blurred orientation in crowd or something ? It's really weird, too weird.. When we almost reached the end of the mall, he disappeared :O Hmm.. since there's an escalator so perhaps he's already up, then ~ OMG !! He's stepping out from the ATM center, towards us x_X
Seriously, I feel like my heart's gonna jump out when in a split of second he appeared and walked passing by me *straight face*
Okay, I turned and looking at his leaving back (eh ?) So he didn't really notice that we're after him all this time rite, or he just pretended and playing with us ? I don't know ~
I just take about two steps, and stopped.. I can't stand this mini heart attaks any longer, it's too dangerous ~ Nah ! That moment, when I took out my phone to text my friends who are buying breads, that Lime Guy turned back again !! And he just walks lightly in front of me and pass by.
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He's killing me ~ slowly, surely.
That was the last sight of him and I know I saw him more than enough for tonight ~
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