December 20th - D-day ~ Yes it's the same meaning with The Day.. People usually do counting down on some special occasions they're looking forward to, then they will create reminder like D-3 D-2 D-1.. Nowadays, I am not sure if it has something to do with the Korean Wave or not, but mostly in K-Drama they used the phrase D-day so I guess it naturally became a trend in our daily life ? :P
In the past, we used to read the statement like, "Miracles will come to those who believe.. If you wait patiently, something good will come.." etc. Yes, I admit those words are cheering and somehow giving us hope.. but then people start to correct the statement into something like, "Dream, and make it happen.. All you need to do is to wake up and get what you wish for, by yourself ~"
So, which one do you prefer ? For me, I'll keep believing, also creating the miracles :)
I'm really regretting how I just let the chance slipped away right in front of me last time. I am not sure if I could get another 'gold chance' like that again, but no matter what the circumstances are.. I got to do it !
Hmm.. actually, I have another intention for coming to the shopping mall and put aside about the Lime Guy thing, just for tonight. Yeah ~ I just want to see the firework show on the night sky, must be pretty.. like me *eh ?
It was crowded and I hardly get a not very good spot to see the beautiful burning flowers, and if someone asks me what's so good about the fireworks.. I would say, I feel like all the burdens and my problems goes up and get burnt together with the fireworks ~ naive ? Yes, but I'm really being honest and sincere about it.
Christmas is just around the corner, shopping mall is full of people to the state it's kinda difficult to move around because you are surrounded. On top of that, the fact that there'll be midnite sale tonight turns the crowd into madness ~
I am walking around with my friends, one of them is looking for some coldwear stuffs for her Macau trip, oh how nice ~ I was supposed to go there in a family trip last Lebaran with my mom and sister but my job just stopped me :'( Well let's just not get back to the past ~
In that crazy crowd, when we are taking escalator to go down.. I spotted the Lime Guy :O
How on earth could this happen ? I mean, there are hundreds of people, rush situations, with my only two eyes.. I can drop my sight on him ~ May I amazed for my ability for a little while ? xD
I immediately tell my friend next to me, but they just can't see.. Is it just me, am I hallucinating or something ? But I am pretty much sure it was real. After reaching the floor, we quickly follow the direction of his :))
Ah yes ~ there he is !! I slow down my steps, getting nervous.. while my friends keep walking like nothing happens, sure.. it has nothing to do with them, they can just relaxedly walk towards the Lime Guy. What about me ? Seriously, I somehow feel my feets nailed to the ground.. and my knees must be weaken that I can't properly stand *embarassed*
He is so close ~ just right in front there ! Ottoke ~~~
I unintentionally grabbed the glass on the railing for support, but then a security officer approaches me and tell me to take my hand away from the glass for safety reason :') I wish he know what situation I am up to, why even you.. doing this to meee ~
Okay, now it feels like only me and the Lime Guy exist in the world, cos I can't see any other, which is a lot of people around me, I am trying hard to keep calm and think straight ~ Firstly, I need to make sure one thing.. the bag and the shoes, Does he bring or wear them today ?
I can see he suddenly stopped from his usual fast walk and starts talking with a guy, whom I then found out as an 'uncle-aged' man ~ I am curious who's that man, but I realized that's not the important part right now. And yeah.. the Lime Guy brings his Nike sport bag, it's just.. perfect ~ but when I scrolled down, he wears just slippers, not the cyan Nike shoes.. Oh Man ~ No way !!
For sure, I take a step back and think, maybe not today..
Honestly, I feel much relieved after making decision to not approach him this time, I guess I am really a total coward :')
Since I withdraw the intention, we decided to continue our hanging out and look for a warm scarf for my friend's preparation. I quickly recommend to visit store Cotton On because I just went there a while ago before meeting my friends and there's a really nice black long warm scarf that completely match her need ^_^
Ouch ~ It's not over yet, the Lime Guy also headed the same way after finished his talk with the uncle :O
But then it looks like he just passed by the store and we think he's going to the restroom, til suddenly he turned back and step into the store.. Yeah, that's just his style ~ walking here and there, making people confuse, and curious @_@
Okay, we move on with our own business on the scarf ~ when I and my girl friend left the store, we lost the other companion, where's he ? Later he come back to us and complain, 'I thought you guys are going to tail after that guy' so he did it on my behalf ! LOL ~
So my friend told me that the Lime Guy actually went to the outdoor terrace and smoking there.. Wait, wait, smoking ?! I lost my mind for split seconds when I heard that, but then I think it doesn't really matter kkk
And then my guy friend goin to the store again, and I am waiting with the girl friend outside. At that time, the Lime Guy walks in from the outdoor area and heading to the escalator, which is located right at the opposite direction from the place we are standing. So we just completely facing over him, divided by the mall's void, what a perfect distance ~ Is it some kind of scene in a drama ? :P
Maybe this is the first time, I can look at him with ease. I even put my both elbows on the railing and my cheeks on the palms ~ Do I look cute from there ? Why am I trying to look cute in this age ? lol ~
I think it's the end and bye bye for tonight..
Another time and another chance ? I am being greedy again ~
So it's getting late and we need to catch up to the shuttle bus on 9 pm, there's not much time for me to be sad for another fail and we rush to go down to the Ground Floor.
There's an exhibition and booths at the atrium and I don't know why my friend need to cross over the area rather than taking the side walk :| Then another friend also did the same, so I can do nothing but follow rite xD
I am not very sure if it's a natural call, or what people called 'something bound to happen' in the middle of crossing, I just suddenly want to turn my face to the right, and there the Lime Guy comes toward me o.O
OMG !!
My mind is in a mess right now ~ how could this happen ? I know I keep asking this question over and over again, but really.. how could this happen ??!!
I looked at him in shock, looked away, and look at him again, til then he realizes my gaze and look back at me *gulp*
I quickly approach my friend and tell her what's going on. We ended up stopping at a store's side before the exit door. This is the most crucial moment in my life and I need to make a decision right away. I need to go before the bus is leaving, but this is the rare second chance given to me and I shouldn't waste it again..
The Lime Guy walks straight from the place I met his eyes, showing no intention of stopping or turning. Ah ~ he's gone then. I should just leave.. But, we get surprised that he enters a store which is next to the corridor we are standing right now. And as usual, he goes in for few seconds and goes out. Strangely, he stand near the store's entrance and start leaning his hand there. What is he doing right now ? It's like he's really telling me to go to him :|
I am in the position where my back is facing his back, and sometimes I turn my head over him while hesitating to approach him or not. My friend said that I need to just go over and ask for his number :O That's crazy ! I can't even do properly with the questionnaire and now she's telling me to go aggresively like that ?! That's not gonna happen.. Well I can't really hear my friend since my mind is so busy thinking, approach.. not.. approach.. not.. approach.. not.. app.. ~
And now, he's even looking back too !!
Ouch ~ please kill me.. It's somehow ridiculous, two strangers stare at each other by looking back in a distance. It just drives me insane. Okay, I stop thinking and take my step toward him. x_X
I've never imagined that I would be able to do such thing ~
Yes I approached him, f.i.n.a.l.l.y and that moment I called him and he looked at me.. Damn this guys is sooooOOOOOooooooo Good Looking !! *especially to me*
I don't know if he wears softlens or whatever, perhaps he does.. his eyes just look extremely sparkling in my eyes.. I am not exaggerating, it's true ~ and his voice.. is completely match with his look, deep and manly ~ mommaaa I want to take this guy home, really.. LOL
And for sure, the plan works very well. He's willing to fill in the questions and friendly responds to my asking :3 I really set my eyes on a great one *proud*
Actually, there's another trick that I am performing on the color pens. You know, because nowadays a guy from a gym is worth to be questioned for his preference *if you get what i mean* I am sorry, but I just don't want to fall into the same black hole again. So I bring the color pens for the questionnaire and intentionally put the black one in the middle, with yellow and soft pink at the sides so it's easier to take them. I was hoping, if he's 'normal' he would take 'manly color' like black or navy blue to fill the questions.
My heart did skip a beat when I saw him just took the pink one o.O But fortunately, he later asked me what color is the pen and change right away after I said it's pink :)
Yay ~ he took the black \(^o^)/
I took a sneak peek to make sure if he write down his phone number.. because I put a note that it's optional to fill the number or not. But he did ~ Thanks God <3
He's really being serious in answering the questions, somehow it made me feel a bit sorry inside.. What if I tell you that actually this is not a questionnaire for my cousin's paper work ? I am sorry for not telling the truth, I can't do that. This is the only way I can get closer to you :)
I am supposed to enjoy the beautiful view right in front of my eyes, but I get drowned into his serious attitude and I found myself doing the same thing gazing at the papers all the time. What have I done ? Such a waste ~ When I come to realize, it's almost the end and I quickly take a glance at his face.. but a second later he stops writing and looks blankly at me, then he's like.. What ? Okay, he misunderstood I am talking to him because I suddenly look at him *straight face*
I am looking at a guy I like and I am caught. I can't describe this feeling any longer.
When he's done, I am taking out a 'King's crown keychain' as souvenir, okay.. I'll tell you.. it's actually from a couple chain and I keep the Queen's ~ very childish rite.. but I believe it's romantic *^_^*
I wish ~
After that, I say thank you and turn away coolly. I don't even dare to look back, I am afraid that I'll do something out of my mind xD
So that's all for tonight. And the after effect from the incident is, I keep my cheeks red as boiled tomatoes and hot as well cooked crabs for a long long time ~ but still, I am happy :D
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