Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 5 Take 6

Fifth Sight..

October 18th - Today is Friday, I just out of nowhere getting the mood to celebrate the so called TGIF ? And I asked my friend out for it :)

The same place, the same friend, and we are just enjoying the walk, the talk ~ that's what friends are for, isn't it ?

Since it's still counted as weekday, the mall seems to be more quiet than usual (ehm I mean Saturday nite) and honestly it feels much boring since there's no much to see *if you know what I mean -smirk-

We're planning on riding the shuttle bus at 9 pm, so when it's about time.. I and my beloved friend find a spot to sit down and wait. We were in the midst of talking random stuffs, til suddenly my friend stopped, and change the topic ~ she was like, Hey ! See, It's that guy !

At first, I really do not understand what is she saying, who is who ~ who is she talking about ? @_@

Hmm.. Okay, I finally got it ~ 'that guy' refers to the Lime Guy o.O

We are sitting, which facing toward the escalator.. that he's taking to go up. Err.. Is this another coincidence ??

I'm not very sure it was him though.. And it's friday dude ~ if this is happening on satnite, then no doubt.. but friday doesn't sound so legit. So in half believing, me and my friend stare at each other, trying to figure out the answer.. but both are speechless :|

My friend then asked if I want to take the escalator and make sure ~ Oh this is hard ! I'm wavering between the shuttle bus and the Lime Guy now !

But when my friend asked twice, in no time.. I got up from the seat xD

I made it fast, so when we get on the escalator, he hasn't reached the 1st Floor.. Fiuh ~ Hmm.. it could be him, that guy just looks like him. But question is, he doesn't wear casual tee and short as usual, no Nike sport bag with him. Instead, he's wearing a checker shirt (as I remember it's red and navy mix on a white base) and jeans, with sneakers :O The same face and appearance, in totally different style.

Now we are here on 1st Floor, and it seems like he's heading up again. I can barely see his hand bringing a 'package' or 'box' and it much more looks like a take away from restaurant or cake shop ~

On the way up, while taking the escalator, he suddenly talks.. there's a boy standing next to the escalator near the trash can.. I don't know why, the Lime Guy is talking to him, seems like he's joking with the boy, and sometimes he smiles, brightly o.O Do they know each other ? What did he say ? Why is he talking to the boy ? So many questions come up ~ Ah, I wish I could get a clue, I really wish..

We finally reached the highest level, guess it's 3rd Floor.. and he disappeared in the wind (eh ?) Me and my friend just take a look around repeatedly, but the result is still the same. Where is he ?? Somehow it's creepy, and I kind of wondering.. like in a movie, maybe, we've been found out, and he's hiding somewhere, eyeing on us ! lol ~ I know, I think too much rite kkkk

Okay, we soon gave up on the search and heading down, it's enough for tonight.. at least it's confirmed that the guy was really him :)

For addition, it was nice to be able to meet him not just on Saturday nite ~

Sixth Sight..

November 13th - Today is Wednesday, but it feels like Friday ~ You know why ? Because I'll be having days off starting tomorrow ! Yay ~ And I'm going back home ^_^

It's already about one year since I went home, and surely I'm pretty excited for this ~

Tonight, I am going out with some friends, girl and boys, how do I call it - a see you again dinner before leaving ? - Well, they suggested it, so I just join :D

I am really not someone, as many people do, type of person that will be craving over some food or drink, I am not.. but now I really want to eat Fettucinne with fried mushrooms :9

So there we ended up at a pasta house, but unfortunately.. I didn't manage to get the thing I'm craving for, since the waitress made a small yet huge mistake by spelling it wrong - Olivio to Olio- so of course, they deliver the different thing as ordered :| Okay, this is Spaghetti Aglio Olio prepared in front of me ~ but I am already too hungry to complain and wait for the change.. so I just eat it, it looks tasty though..

The place is fancy, with some flowery and leafy decorations all over the place, wood fencing, yeah.. the concept is to create a 'garden-like' athmosphere ~ and five of us are in the middle of chit-chat, I can't really mention any topics out of it since it's too random lol

Today too, I plan on riding the last shuttle bus on 9 pm with the girl friend, but it's about time and we still in the middle of talking, not even asked for the bill ~ perhaps, we give up on the shuttle, be strong my poor legs =p

Suddenly, yeah s-u-d-d-e-n-l-y.. When this word come out, we know clearly what we could expect to happen xD

YES ~ Exactly what you're thinking about kkkk
I thought, I thought it was my friend joking, because in the middle of conversation, one of the boy said to me, calmly, the Lime Guy is heading our way ~ Since this friend usually jokes around, I was like.. geez.. are you trying to play with me ? But still, I follow his eye's direction and found.. Oh Gosh ~ He's serious !!
The Lime Guy just walked pass by me, even though I just saw his back and side face, I can perfectly sure it was him *proud* Well, he's in his usual sport costume anyway, so it's easy to say..
Again, he looks around, it feels like he's confusing, does he really have orientation disorder ? Just, weird..
And of all places, this late of weekday night.. why would he passed by here ? the restaurant is kind of far from the main part of the shopping mall though.. *sigh ~ Don't make me wonder, really don't, the conclusion that leads to the word 'fate' is getting heavier now.. NOOoooo ~

Okay, I tried not to think much about it, one thing I can be sure is.. It feels much better to see him before my leave.. gonna miss the Lime Guy for sure, those unexplainable heartbeats, unended wonders, surprising mini heart attacks, curiousity and happiness :) See you soon ~

Next time, I'll make sure we at least talks..

Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 4

Fourth Sight…

October 12th – Have you ever feel so anxious ? When you can feel excitement and a lil bit worry at the same time ~ You know what you want to do and what you should do in order to get what you want, but then you fear.. you're afraid that you'll fail or you'll be rejected, that things will not go according to the plan. That's exactly how I am feeling right now :S

I, finally found a way; I asked my friends' opinion whether I should do this or not, I mean.. Am I trying too hard ? Because I come out with a plan which is need some 'efforts' to make it works ~ Are you curious ? :D

I am not sure how could I think about this, should I call this, in a cheesy way : the power of love ? lol
Well, well, well, I am still not goin that deep yet ~ Okay, so this is the plan. Since I can be pretty sure the presence of the Lime Guy is connected to the Fitness Centre, I need to create 'that something' like a ticket to get closer and approach him rite.. So here it is : a questionnaire :)

This is the only best way I could think of, and I believe that with this questionnaire it will happen naturally without picking up unnecessary suspicions.

Now the problem is, should I really create the questions by myself ? I don't think so ~ Yeap ! Of course I typed it on Google :p TADAA ~

Hmm.. Honestly, although I know that I can't do it nicely, but I also can't stand some questionnaire samples that done badly with unrelated stuffs or asking for useless data, I at least have this little of 'sense'. And because of that 'sense' I compared and combined some questionnaires I barely found on the web to my liking and I am very satisfied with the output ^_^

Woo ~ It feels like I am going back to those uni days :)

So, after a long time.. I asked myself, why am I so determined ? For the first time, I realized how scary is it to be born as a Scorpio, full of determination, that's it.

Okay, I am done with the 'ticket' and got it printed out around ten copies and asking for my friend's help to randomly fill some of them so when the time comes, it'll look like many others are also asked, when actually he's the only one :)

Today, I am hanging out with my friends from mall to another mall, and ended up at the one where I always see the Lime Guy. Of course, it was intentional. And I bring along the 'weapon' with me tonight. But, I am not sure if our fate will do its job or not, since I have been wandering around past two weeks and got nothing.

Then we're having dinner and some light topics chit chat in restaurant placed at 3rd Floor, the same with the Fitness Center, well this wasn't intentional but just happened this way :p

When all of us almost done eating, and I am trying hard to finish remaining sweet ice tea in the glass which is still more than half -.-" I choked for trying too hard x_X

~~~ At this moment, I really really want to say to my girl friend next to me, joking that this is the sign of his appearance.. But before I get the chance to tell her, I looked outside the restaurant and.. yes, it's no other than him !! The Lime Guy just passed !! :O

Can you call it a coincidence ?? Is it merely a coincidence ?? I'm sorry but I am not able to think that way :p
I quickly squeeze up my friend to look outside, hmm.. but today he looks kind of different than usual, his hair is neatly slicked up and I can see it's a lil bit wet yet sparkly o.O Seriously, there's no hair covering his face and he looks more mature this time ! May I drool ? lol ~
I am calm enough to observe my friend's reaction, and she was like.. stunned ~ Hey, are you okay ? Can you hear me ? Say something !
She then said, the Lime Guy is charming *within my expectation* and he looks so straight, a real man kekeke. She said that he is an OK ! and go ahead :)

We quickly done with the payment and left the restaurant. As the Lime Guy is well known with his fast paced steps, we don't expect that he could be still reachable within our sights. And of course, we lost him ~ It's okay..
My two other boy friends didn't really get to see his face so they seems more curious than me. But then, when we're heading down, I can see him again ~ So we ended up 'tailing' that guy from afar with the mindset, it's no big deal if we lost him anyway.. Because I am still in dilemma whether I could really approach him this time or not, considering there's also boys walking with me. Hmm..

When we finally reached Ground Floor, it looks like he's gone forever, no traces of his are shown :p And I suddenly feel like coughing, again and again.. In the middle of coughing, I can barely see someone familiar, Shit ! That Denim Guy again ! And I just pretended busy with my coughing and look other way :)
My friend said she wants to go downstair and buy some breads for tomorrow's breakfast so there we go later. At the intersection, I notice someone's coming our way :O Oh Gosh ~ how come I see the Lime Guy again, I was so speechless.. why did this guy keep appearing in front of me ?? It's truly making it harder on me to believe everything just happens for no reason. Why ~~~
Then we decided to split up in two-two, and I left with a guy friend and somehow I don't feel right, you know.. I am about to approach a guy, while I am walking with another guy, does it make sense ?? It sounds improper in any way rite :(
And these two guy friends actually know zero about the questionnaire mission and just follow. I am wavering whether I should just coolly do it or maybe not today ~

So, I notice that he, once again, looks busy with his phone.. no much different than previous time and I guess he really is going to meet up with someone this time. Since he looks too busy to be approached, I am telling myself maybe later, maybe when he looks like he has nothing to do and just walking around, maybe.. is just maybe ~
I cowardly following him, the distance is close and he keeps wandering back and forth. That really made me, also my friend, feel uneasy. It's already not easy to follow after someone, and then he walks very fast, on top of those difficulties.. he would suddenly make a U turn and come to my way face to face, pass by and back to the fast walk mode again.

For me, it's a non stop mini heart attacks ! I can feel my legs lost energy when he suddenly appear right in front of me when I thought he's heading somewhere else. Luckily, I am holding my phone so I can pretend as if nothing happened. I was going to take out my weapon, but then the mini heart attack stopped me.. I don't think I can really do this.. Please wait a little bit more ~

The plan was perfect, the scene and storyline, there's no flaws ~ but saying and doing is two different matters.. And I admit that, I am not good enough to carry out the mission :')
And also, the real situations can be unpredictable and to get adjusted I will need some time, while things can go out of control at the moment too..
There's a whisper inside of me, since I have been bumping into the Lime Guy for so many times tonight, it would be inappropriate to do the approach because it would, perhaps, trigger his suspicion towards me, and also the innocent questionnaire. Hmm..

I've decided to keep away my weapon until next time (I am not even sure where did I got the confidence that I will, for sure, meet him again the other time). But it doesn't mean that I give up on the tailing game too xD It continues..

I, along with one of my guy friend, walking leisurely far behind him.. discussing how come a person wandering like this in a mall, does he have some kind of blurred orientation in crowd or something ? It's really weird, too weird.. When we almost reached the end of the mall, he disappeared :O Hmm.. since there's an escalator so perhaps he's already up, then ~ OMG !! He's stepping out from the ATM center, towards us x_X
Seriously, I feel like my heart's gonna jump out when in a split of second he appeared and walked passing by me *straight face*

Okay, I turned and looking at his leaving back (eh ?) So he didn't really notice that we're after him all this time rite, or he just pretended and playing with us ? I don't know ~
I just take about two steps, and stopped.. I can't stand this mini heart attaks any longer, it's too dangerous ~ Nah ! That moment, when I took out my phone to text my friends who are buying breads, that Lime Guy turned back again !! And he just walks lightly in front of me and pass by.
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He's killing me ~ slowly, surely.

That was the last sight of him and I know I saw him more than enough for tonight ~

Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 3

Third Sight…

September 21^st – It’s 2 weeks later, after last time I saw the mysterious Lime Guy. I decided to absent visiting that shopping mall after I kept bumping with the Denim Guy I mentioned before. I don’t want to let him know that I often go there on weekend. Also, I planned to sleep over my friend’s house since it’s been a while I last saw her and her beloved family, so I just feel there’s a need to pay a visit and take some time to relax.

Actually, I am pretty crystal clear that my feeling towards this Lime Guy is in fifty fifty state. It’s like, I wish and I want to have him, but if I can’t then it’s fine J

I spent last 2 weekends having fun ‘girls day out’ and totally got him out of my mind for a while, for the sake if I can’t see him anymore in the future it won’t really matter then.

And today, I am back here again.. to the place where we first met, hmm the same place for the second time too lol

I can’t deny that deep down inside my heart, I still wish our ‘so called fate’ will continue.

But since I didn’t come for 2 weekends, I am not so sure if he’ll be there again, I am not even sure if he really workouts at fitness centre in this mall or not. All I have now is just hope and faith ~

Well, to make it less boring -walking alone- I think that 'window shopping' would be a nice idea :D

I arrived a bit late today, so I should understand that  the chance has automatically reduced. I visit the stores randomly and just leisurely taking my time. I thought that I would never find anything to my liking (where the design met my budget :p). But then, I was wrong.

At last, I ended up carrying a new handbag from Stradivarius :")

My friends texted in the group chat talking about going for karaoke tonight. Hmm.. I am in a dilemma, half heartedly wanna join and the other half wants to keep staying here. But then I suggest to book the room first since it's never easy to get a room in a sudden like this. When I am about to leave the mall, around 9 pm, I am heading to the escalator to go down to Ground Floor. Suddenly, I heard somebody's calling my name :O Okay, since it's in a crowded shopping mall, it's possible that I just misheard, but then I can tell that somebody's really calling my name, my full name ~ so I look around, I should admit that I must be looked like a child who's losing her mom :p But I just can't find the voice source, it's somehow creepy rite..

I try to stay calm, and look around again, but there's no one familiar ~ I try to concentrate again, since I can still hear my full name being called, and ... Ah ! It's up there !

Hmm.. So, the fact is, I coincidentally meet some old friends ~ well, not very old ones that I haven't seen for decades, but.. they're friends from the same uni and we used to hang out together in the past, but just.. no more. I feel kind of awkward at the moment, but I don't feel like leaving too, it'll be nice to be able to talk with people you haven't seen for a while, and also I am completely aware that I've found a reason to stay in the shopping mall without the need to wander around aimlessly hehehe..

And here we are, ended up at a pudding stall.. how should I say it, the packaging is quite interesting, something like 'candle in a jar' ~ but I didn't get myself one, because I don't really into sweet thing and also the time is a lil bit too late for something to get through my throat :)

We start talking from basic stuffs like how's life going on, work, daily activities etc. I enjoy it well, and sometimes I tried to crack a joke so the atmosphere stay soft and not tense up. I told them that I actually have an appoinment later with my other friends to go to karaoke, but then it is said that we can't get a room so it has been cancelled. So I just continue the chit chat while waiting for 10 pm to ride on the shuttle bus.

It's around 9.45 pm, and we're in a serious conversation but suddenly I got my focus on somewhere else. The Lime Guy just passed by ! The feeling is like, the moment you gave up on hope, stop expecting, and it looks like the end, as you enter a tunnel and it's going dark, darker, you lost your sight and purpose.. then you see a light from the end of the tunnel ~ it feels GREAT !

I was blank for a second, cos it's too unbelievable, yes so unbelievable, at this hour.. when the mall only opens up to 10 pm, and the place where I am is at the corner where just few people will walk by, I couldn't not assuming that this coincidence has nothing to do with fate ~

I just let him passed by like that, knowing that I could have him right in front of my eyes once again is already more than enough :3

This guy, I can't describe this feeling, but I do wish to see him more often ^_^

Back to the situation, I am in trouble now that I didn't pay attention to the topic of current conversation, but it's good that no one asking for my opinion so I just make it up with smiles, a lot lol ~

And just some times later, maybe just within 5 minutes.. there he comes again o.O

I thought he's already gone downstairs since the direction he walked just now is toward the escalator, and I sincerely let him go this time.. since I am still trapped in the situation where I can't just leave as I please, and it's much more impossible to tell my friends here that I am going to tail on someone because I am interesting on him kkkk

I can see him walking the opposite way from before, it means he perhaps going down and up again, well I just humbly wish that I could be the reason for his unreasonable movement :D

So he's heading to the restroom ~.~ I don't think it's hard to find it downstairs and it won't be too crowded at this late hour also, he just keeps acting weird.

While he's in the restroom, I talked to a girl friend who's sitting next to me, a short story about my encounter with this Lime Guy, because I want to show her when he comes out.

I can see from her eyes that she was amazed, for the fact about Bershka incident, she then said it sounds like a drama (I think so too) ~ but just how this drama will continue and end.. I am curious.

At the time when he comes out, I pointed on him. Unfortunately, what I hear from my friend is not as expected, she said that he's too thin and uncharismatic. it's the same as saying, what's so good about him ? Well, I am disappointed, I think he's good enough and eye-catching ~ but what she said has nothing to do with my feeling toward the guy anyway :)

Ah, I almost forgot to say, today he's wearing the same tee shirt like when we first met, a clean and white base with some stripes in the middle, it looks really good on him, just suits him soooOOOOoooo much

And then he's gone, and later I am heading down with my friends to take the shuttle, I still wish I can see him on the way, but it didn't happen. It's fine ~ there'll be next time..

From this encounter, I know I start being greedy. I wish that I can get to know him, but how ? People say, when there's a will there's a way ~ Now, it made me thinking to make a way for myself, into his world, will I ?

Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 2

Second Sight...

August 31st - Today, a week later, my curiosity toward that Lime Guy is still on. I still have faith that I, will be able to see him again someday. As I clearly remembered he was bringing Nike sport bag with him last time, I assume that he's working out at the fitness centre there, so there's no reason I won't be going to the shopping mall again rite ;p

I have unexpected guest today, a junior from high school is joining us (me and my bestie from the previous chapter) ~ It's good, cos if I am able to see that guy again, I'll show her and I really want to do so ^^

But all I can do is hoping, there's no guarantee that my assumption will be right.. Perhaps, that was my first and last meet after all, no one knows ~

I am wearing my newly bought navy long skirt which is purchased some hours earlier today, and my friend too.. wear her light brown one, we're not doing 'couple stuff' here and I think it won't be to obvious since the color is totally different and the design is just simply plain, no any eyecatching patterns or materials that would make people easily notice it's the same.. Also from my experience, people don't really pay attention to skirt or pants unless it's something 'unique'. Instead, mostly people only focus on what's on top.

After hours of dress up make up gussy up, it's about 7.30 pm and I am fully aware that we're late !

Well, actually we have no event to attend, but I'm saying that we're late purely because we met the Lime Guy at about 7.30 something ~ so if he's really workouts there, the schedule must be similar for every weeks :3

Then the three of us walking in a rush, actually my junior is surely confused about what we're doing at the moment.. but I don't really have time to explain, so we just bring her along without much explanation. Mianhae ~

We went through the underground tunnel and arrived at the basement, and then quickly.. take the escalator up. On the way up, I try to tell my junior about what's going on, short and quick, I don't think she really got it. Also, I was discussing with my friend whether I will see him again or not tonight, blah blah blah

We're almost there, and I can see the automatic door is opening as some people walking in and out. Hmm, since the escalator is placed outdoor so it's covered with glass cladding and of course, a door :)

*o*

I saw an attractive guy out there !

I steal a moment thinking, how come there are so many 'to my liking' guys keep appearing in this place. Maybe not only people changes, but the shopping mall also kekeke

It would be nice, if at least, I can see another interesting guy, when I can't see the Lime Guy again :")

But then, when this guy raised his face after done typing on his phone.. I am so shocked !! He's that Lime Guy !!

o.O

I pinch my friend's hand immediately to let her know, since the time is tight and I need her to realize before we walk out the door.. I can feel this is the most crucial moment in my life within this year lol

I am getting so nervous that I automatically looked away as soon as I stepped out. Aish, I just don't have the nerve to have an eye contact with him again, especially in this shocking term.

But one thing for sure, I did a quick scan on him before looking away xD

Tonight, he's not in a casual sporty style as before, but more.. hmm how should I say this, semi formal ? Well, he's wearing checkered shirt with mixed colors of navy and dark green (if I didn't mistake, cos it was just a short moment of glance) and jeans. He doesn't look like someone who just done with workout I should say, it's more like costume for 'a date' on Saturday night >.< And it was Jjang ! I think I really fell for him ♥

Problem is, maybe he's going on a date tonight ? So, he's probably not single anymore ? Thinking about these possibilities made me frown a bit :(

Actually I thought, I won't be able to recognize him when I see him again, because I barely take a look on him last week and that was all. But I did :D

The fact that without even knowing it was him at the first place and I already find him attractive really made my day, it means that he really suits my taste and I must be really into him ^_^

And also, the fact that we would meet again, in this I called 'sophisticated' way ~ the meaning for me is that we still have the little thing called Fate :)

Yeah, the night is still young ~ and I confidently believe that as long as we're hanging out inside the same shopping mall like this, there's no doubt that we will bump into each other again, and maybe more than once..

I walked passing by him and get into the mall entrance, not sure if he's looking or not, I was walking almost right in front of him ! But he seems busy with his phone since earlier though.. No witness, no proof, I can just assume and wonder ~

And then I am back in the talk with my friend, leaving my junior out of the situation. Suddenly, when we're walking straight.. and from the next mall entrance, there he comes :O He just appears out of the blue, in front of us and turned, leaving us behind. Heh ?! This is weird, and how come someone that was standing outside there, suddenly here ? Is he doing teleport or something ? He's surely a fast walker then.

We actually planned to find the restroom first before start hanging out, but this is tempting ~ when this mysterious Lime Guy is right here within our reach. At last, me and my friend are looking at him from distance. He's acting weird again, wandering around, it looks like he's calling someone, he goes back and forth toward the escalator ~.~"

Finally, we saw him going down, and for sure.. we are too :p

I tell my junior that is the guy I'm currently interested on, but she innocently asking back in a loud voice =..= It's crowded and I am sure people behind me can hear us, so embarassing !

So I just tell her that the one I am talking about is the one with the Nike bag, but I am so speechless that she can't find it while he's just there ! Okay, I expect too much from a young girl who's not ready for this complicated stuff..

I saw him looking at the door for a moment, and I thought.. Ah ~ he's leaving.. That's the door to the parking. But, he didn't turn that way (???) This guy never cease to amaze me. Is he acting or something ? What's he trying to do ? Aigoo..

When he reached the basement, he just stand there :| and we're heading his way, it's somehow awkward. Fortunately, he moves. Again, looks busy on making phone call ~ I am really curious who's the lucky one to receive his call :3

There's a girl, sexy and hot, standing at the direction where he's moving. Ouch ! If it's her, then she must be his girl ~ But Eh ? He isn't approaching her, keeps wandering around. Err..

I can't keep following him like this, it feels uncomfortable when it's too obvious. And I feel sorry toward my junior when she's asking where's the restroom lol

I give up the chase, because I think I will accidentally meet him again, along with the one he's calling ~

Unfortunately, I was wrong.. I just lose him, again.

Is it okay for me to hope there'll be next time ? Will it be too much to ask for ?

At least, I am happy for tonight :)

Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 1

First Sight...

August 24th - I am someone who's not particularly having interest on guys, but I have to admit that sometimes, that mentioned 'interest' comes to me naturally at times. Well, the reason is usually one of the two : appearance or charm, so.. it's not always about good looks, but also charms that somebody possed :)

Love at First Sight - I thought it's impossible when I was young, I just couldn't imagine how ridiculous this should be back then.. But as time goes, I somehow believe on it.

It's like, when you see someone who's not attractive at all suddenly sparkling, at the first meet, perhaps this is what people called 'Love at First Sight' ? I am wondering. But I got confused since it wasn't at the first sight nor first time exchanging eye contact, but you saw him walking around for quite a while and only stunned at the moment he jumped and put the ball inside the basket ring while playing with his friends. Honestly, it's really been a while, but when I closed my eyes, I still can see it clearly ;p I may not realize it at that time, but now I think back.. you don't find someone sexy just because his bottom of tee flipped up a bit when he jumps rite ~ while in fact, you see topless guys wandering around your hostel everyday lol

Well, back to the point, that was just random illustration. Recently, I am not very sure if my prayer has been delivered well or the pheromone spreads more than usual. It's just a shopping mall which I went for countless times and nothing ever happened, 'nothing' here means.. no strangers sudden approach, no attractive guys, in simply description : nothing special ~ It's a place that almost as comfy as your relatives house which you visit a lot, you know exactly the layout plan, position of stores, yeah.. you just know it too well.

But then, this place we just talked about, turned into unfamiliar place which is no longer the same as before. I have never thought this could happen in my life, not even once.. that some random guy, in a bookstore, will come and talk to me o.O
Today, a week later, I am hanging out with one of my besties, it's just another ordinary 'girls day out' and we gonna spend the time looking around, talking and sharing stories.. You know, when girls are together, we can talk about almost everything, and it looks like there's an event held at the outdoor area of this shopping mall. We are a lil bit curious so we go out to the balcony at Upper Ground Floor to see what's outside. So there's a crowd in front of us and we can't really see anything down there because we're kind of distant from the railing, so.. Forget it ~ And we walk through the mall entrance again.
At the intersection, I saw two guys standing while leaning on the railing inside the mall, what caught my attention is.. they are both wearing same tone shirt ! Erm, okay, soft denim color is surely popular nowadays, it's almost like a must have item, but still.. I find it unusual to wear it this way, maybe more than two people will look better, but just two.. Well, that's not my business anyway. I just whisper to let my friend aware of that and we act as if we didn't see them and turn left at the intersection.
I can't help but have my head turned and my eyes scanning around while we are walking in front of New Look store *o* Window Shopping is not a crime rite. But then, I accidentally saw those previous two guys from the edge of my eye, but I am not so sure. So I talk to my friend in Mandarin, saying I feel suspicious of them, maybe they're following us blah blah blah.. but still try to act natural. Later, my friend looked, and reply me in Mandarin, so it's smaller chance people could understand us. I can feel their footsteps getting faster and closer beside us, and my friend says, it should be okay, they're just passing by. Sigh ~ I feel so much relieved, til then the guys made a sudden and quick turn back and stop right in front of us :|

Yeah, I start feeling insecure, I am having this thought on my mind right now, "What is it about for this time, after the bookstore incident last week ? Can't I just peacefully enjoy my girls day out ?" Sure, I can't. So all I need to do is to see what these guys have in store to have such a nerve on approaching us *smirk*
In conclusion, they basically just come out with a question : Which way do you think better in chasing after a girl, whether it is to start from friend or just go in a direct way ? Hmm..
Denim Guy number 1 starts the prologue, saying they were in the middle of debating about that matter and need to ask for opinions. I know this is an obvious lie, anyone can tell right away, but we don't really have choices other than pretending like we believe on that shit.
I am just thinking, I should just give any answers quickly and get over this soon. My friend is first to answer, saying she prefers the one that start from friendship. Honestly, in my humble opinion, I always think that a friend is supposed to be just a friend, and lover is a lover, these two can't be mixed up, so it's impossible for me to find love between my circle of friends. But in this situation, I don't think that giving my real opinion could help, instead it'll just complicate things and prolong the conversation. So I'll go with the same answer as my friend.
Seriously, Denim Guy number 2 is kind of scary, I mean in term of look, he's big, with dark skin, and curly hair. That face is like having 'Don't mess up with me' written on there. He doesn't talk much and the way he talks is actually more friendly than his appearance. After that, Denim Guy number 1 doesn't seem satisfied with our answers, he then follows up with another question : If we guys start from a friend, doesn't it usually end up being friendzoned ? Good question I should say ! Then I just coolly reply, "That's the risk, it's depend on whether you want to take it or not, cos it's not something both of us can control."
Deep down inside, I am very satisfied with my own answer, I don't even know where this idea came from, but I like it :) So, I smile a bit.
"Oho.. You must be experienced on this !" This is what Denim Guy number 1 said while pointing at me.
EH ??!!
He totally misunderstood my sentence and my smile.
In the end, I keep insisting that he was wrong and since there's no more to talk about, they just let us go ~ Yay !

And then, we continue our peace walk, going up going down, to the front to the back, without exact direction. Afterall, everyone's doing the same anyway.
We walk slowly, heading to the escalator to go down to Ground Floor. Suddenly, I can feel the motion of people surpassing me, in quite a rush, and I notice that's a guy wearing lime green pants, cyan sport shoes, and Nike bag. I, without much concern, shout out to my friend "Lime pants !"

Okay, since I am currently having much interest over the color, I have a quick screening of this guy from head to toe, but I can't really see his face because he's in front and some parts of his hair is blocking the face. Geez..
I assume that he's not good looking, cos mostly people who cover their face with hair, as long as I live, none of them are handsome lol ~ But, he suddenly turned his face toward us while we both taking the escalator down. Perhaps that's because he heard what I said previously.
Oh My God !
This guy.. He's totally different from what I think, seriously, He is Handsome ! ♥ *eyes turned into heart shapes immediately*
I am really in a loss of words, just wow ~ that moment when we exchange eye contact, I was stunned. I guess this is the feeling of 'Love at First Sight' :3

Like in the dramas, there are scenes where the actor/actress stay silent for a while, as if their world has stop turning, the moment they see their loved ones come out in a very pretty, sexy, charismatic, cool, or clean image. :O -making this expression-
On that very moment, you may let your guard down and easily let your heart stolen away. Man, this is crucial.
I thought the dramas are exaggerating, but.. it doesn't seem so, it really happens, in real life.

I told my friend that guy is handsome, she's not very sure about it but barely agrees with my statement. And since we have nothing to do, we decided to keep our steps toward his direction lol

Once we reached GF, he continues with his walking in fast pace mode, and we are tailing with more relax steps. And of course, there's a huge gap between us, but it's fine as long as he's still under our radar so we just enjoy the rest of the peace walk time we have.
Okay, road in life is never smooth rite.. I suddenly feel uneasy when I saw the Denim Guys in a group, sitting right in front, where the Lime guy just passed. Ottoke ~ I was in a dilemma whether to continue following or hiding away from those Denim guys. Finally, I chose the last one, and made a quick turn into a clothing store Bershka along with my friend. Sigh, I lost the Lime guy then.
My friend didn't really see them, but just followed my instruction. And we are busy discussing whether to go out and continue our chase, or choose the back door for escape. We both walk and almost go out because she keeps saying that she didn't see any Denim guys and maybe I was just mistaken. But wait, how come.. the Lime guy who's supposed to be far far away, in a blink of an eye, already in the same store we're in ??
Seriously, this is still a mystery, I am so shocked over this fact.
Just how in the world this could happen ?

Then I point out the direction where the Denim guys are and my friend finally witnessed with her own eyes, problem solved.. But here's another dilemma inside me, should I just leave this store or not ? It's truly amazing that I thought I already lost the Lime guy and now he's there ~
Okay, it takes no time for me to consider, and of course.. I walk straight back into the store again lol
He's looking around at the men section, while I intentionally giving interest on stuffs on manequin and display next to it. Sometimes, our eyes met :")
I didn't pay much attention and busy pretending til suddenly I can feel that he stands just a step away behind me >.<
I am quite surprised and immediately tell my friend, in Mandarin, I find it weird because now he's out from the men section and near woman clothes display. Well, I don't know if I should disappointed or relieved, because he didn't do anything to me, sigh..
Somehow I regret that when he's right behind me, I should at least make a sudden turn so we bump into each other, rather than waste the chance talking to my friend.

Then he is back to the men section, and I suggest to my friend to look around the men section too. Frankly speaking, I strangely have some overflowing love toward men fashion ♥ it just poor that I can't wear them, but I really really like to look at it, and I wish I can buy it, but.. for who ? Maybe this could be one reason why I should get myself a boyfriend, someone who can wear these clothes nicely :3
I look at those men clothes with much love, til I realize that I shouldn't be doing this right now because perhaps that guy would misunderstood I am picking a shirt for my boyfriend, Nooooooo..
In a flash, I told my friend to get back to women section and just fooling around. It's not that I am having no interest in shopping, but right now is not the right time. So I walk around, trying on bags, looking at belts and shoes, also tops without any intention of buying, while finding chance to take a peek toward him. If I didn't mistake, I guess he's also looking back. (?)
I think I have reached my limit, I can't pretend any longer because I really have nothing to do in here anymore. That Lime guy doesn't seem to make any moves, so I and my friend decided to bravely walking out the store and pass by those Denim guys at once. But of course, not in a frontal way, from the opposite of the mall corridor will be better.
I walk very quick to the opposite store of Bershka and turn left, with my head facing right in front, and that moment I can see from the edge of my eye those guys are getting up from their seat and walk toward the opposite direction of me. Damn !
I act as if I didn't see them and quickly get into another store, but where's my friend ? That girl, she must be walking slowly and get caught. Some time later, she finally reached me. As expected, she admits that when she's out from the store and left behind by me, she was surprised and when she passed them, she looked back and the guys did the same LOL ~

Later on, we get out from the store and sure that group have already gone. When I am passing by Bershka, I still hoping that I would see the guy again, yeah.. he's gone too.
We finally get back to original girls day out plan and it's kind of late already, after walked for a while, my friend said she needs to get some drinks so we are heading to one of the popular bubble tea stand. Suddenly, on the way.. when we're at the mall entrance, I saw the Lime guy come out o.O

I am hesitating whether I should try to ask him something and start a conversation, or just leave it like that, because I don't really have the guts to do so. Yeah, so that's the end of me and him, for tonight.
I do wish I can see him again, if there's next time ~