Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 8

Eight Sight..

December 20th - D-day ~ Yes it's the same meaning with The Day.. People usually do counting down on some special occasions they're looking forward to, then they will create reminder like D-3 D-2 D-1.. Nowadays, I am not sure if it has something to do with the Korean Wave or not, but mostly in K-Drama they used the phrase D-day so I guess it naturally became a trend in our daily life ? :P

In the past, we used to read the statement like, "Miracles will come to those who believe.. If you wait patiently, something good will come.." etc. Yes, I admit those words are cheering and somehow giving us hope.. but then people start to correct the statement into something like, "Dream, and make it happen.. All you need to do is to wake up and get what you wish for, by yourself ~"

So, which one do you prefer ? For me, I'll keep believing, also creating the miracles :)

I'm really regretting how I just let the chance slipped away right in front of me last time. I am not sure if I could get another 'gold chance' like that again, but no matter what the circumstances are.. I got to do it !

Hmm.. actually, I have another intention for coming to the shopping mall and put aside about the Lime Guy thing, just for tonight. Yeah ~ I just want to see the firework show on the night sky, must be pretty.. like me *eh ?

It was crowded and I hardly get a not very good spot to see the beautiful burning flowers, and if someone asks me what's so good about the fireworks.. I would say, I feel like all the burdens and my problems goes up and get burnt together with the fireworks ~ naive ? Yes, but I'm really being honest and sincere about it.

Christmas is just around the corner, shopping mall is full of people to the state it's kinda difficult to move around because you are surrounded. On top of that, the fact that there'll be midnite sale tonight turns the crowd into madness ~

I am walking around with my friends, one of them is looking for some coldwear stuffs for her Macau trip, oh how nice ~ I was supposed to go there in a family trip last Lebaran with my mom and sister but my job just stopped me :'( Well let's just not get back to the past ~

In that crazy crowd, when we are taking escalator to go down.. I spotted the Lime Guy :O

How on earth could this happen ? I mean, there are hundreds of people, rush situations, with my only two eyes.. I can drop my sight on him ~ May I amazed for my ability for a little while ? xD

I immediately tell my friend next to me, but they just can't see.. Is it just me, am I hallucinating or something ? But I am pretty much sure it was real. After reaching the floor, we quickly follow the direction of his :))

Ah yes ~ there he is !! I slow down my steps, getting nervous.. while my friends keep walking like nothing happens, sure.. it has nothing to do with them, they can just relaxedly walk towards the Lime Guy. What about me ? Seriously, I somehow feel my feets nailed to the ground.. and my knees must be weaken that I can't properly stand *embarassed*

He is so close ~ just right in front there ! Ottoke ~~~

I unintentionally grabbed the glass on the railing for support, but then a security officer approaches me and tell me to take my hand away from the glass for safety reason :') I wish he know what situation I am up to, why even you.. doing this to meee ~

Okay, now it feels like only me and the Lime Guy exist in the world, cos I can't see any other, which is a lot of people around me, I am trying hard to keep calm and think straight ~ Firstly, I need to make sure one thing.. the bag and the shoes, Does he bring or wear them today ?

I can see he suddenly stopped from his usual fast walk and starts talking with a guy, whom I then found out as an 'uncle-aged' man ~ I am curious who's that man, but I realized that's not the important part right now. And yeah.. the Lime Guy brings his Nike sport bag, it's just.. perfect ~ but when I scrolled down, he wears just slippers, not the cyan Nike shoes.. Oh Man ~ No way !!

For sure, I take a step back and think, maybe not today..

Honestly, I feel much relieved after making decision to not approach him this time, I guess I am really a total coward :')

Since I withdraw the intention, we decided to continue our hanging out and look for a warm scarf for my friend's preparation. I quickly recommend to visit store Cotton On because I just went there a while ago before meeting my friends and there's a really nice black long warm scarf that completely match her need ^_^

Ouch ~ It's not over yet, the Lime Guy also headed the same way after finished his talk with the uncle :O

But then it looks like he just passed by the store and we think he's going to the restroom, til suddenly he turned back and step into the store.. Yeah, that's just his style ~ walking here and there, making people confuse, and curious @_@

Okay, we move on with our own business on the scarf ~ when I and my girl friend left the store, we lost the other companion, where's he ? Later he come back to us and complain, 'I thought you guys are going to tail after that guy' so he did it on my behalf ! LOL ~

So my friend told me that the Lime Guy actually went to the outdoor terrace and smoking there.. Wait, wait, smoking ?! I lost my mind for split seconds when I heard that, but then I think it doesn't really matter kkk

And then my guy friend goin to the store again, and I am waiting with the girl friend outside. At that time, the Lime Guy walks in from the outdoor area and heading to the escalator, which is located right at the opposite direction from the place we are standing. So we just completely facing over him, divided by the mall's void, what a perfect distance ~ Is it some kind of scene in a drama ? :P

Maybe this is the first time, I can look at him with ease. I even put my both elbows on the railing and my cheeks on the palms ~ Do I look cute from there ? Why am I trying to look cute in this age ? lol ~

I think it's the end and bye bye for tonight..

Another time and another chance ? I am being greedy again ~

So it's getting late and we need to catch up to the shuttle bus on 9 pm, there's not much time for me to be sad for another fail and we rush to go down to the Ground Floor.

There's an exhibition and booths at the atrium and I don't know why my friend need to cross over the area rather than taking the side walk :| Then another friend also did the same, so I can do nothing but follow rite xD

I am not very sure if it's a natural call, or what people called 'something bound to happen' in the middle of crossing, I just suddenly want to turn my face to the right, and there the Lime Guy comes toward me o.O

OMG !!

My mind is in a mess right now ~ how could this happen ? I know I keep asking this question over and over again, but really.. how could this happen ??!!

I looked at him in shock, looked away, and look at him again, til then he realizes my gaze and look back at me *gulp*

I quickly approach my friend and tell her what's going on. We ended up stopping at a store's side before the exit door. This is the most crucial moment in my life and I need to make a decision right away. I need to go before the bus is leaving, but this is the rare second chance given to me and I shouldn't waste it again..

The Lime Guy walks straight from the place I met his eyes, showing no intention of stopping or turning. Ah ~ he's gone then. I should just leave.. But, we get surprised that he enters a store which is next to the corridor we are standing right now. And as usual, he goes in for few seconds and goes out. Strangely, he stand near the store's entrance and start leaning his hand there. What is he doing right now ? It's like he's really telling me to go to him :|

I am in the position where my back is facing his back, and sometimes I turn my head over him while hesitating to approach him or not. My friend said that I need to just go over and ask for his number :O That's crazy ! I can't even do properly with the questionnaire and now she's telling me to go aggresively like that ?! That's not gonna happen.. Well I can't really hear my friend since my mind is so busy thinking, approach.. not.. approach.. not.. approach.. not.. app.. ~

And now, he's even looking back too !!

Ouch ~ please kill me.. It's somehow ridiculous, two strangers stare at each other by looking back in a distance. It just drives me insane. Okay, I stop thinking and take my step toward him. x_X

I've never imagined that I would be able to do such thing ~

Yes I approached him, f.i.n.a.l.l.y and that moment I called him and he looked at me.. Damn this guys is sooooOOOOOooooooo Good Looking !! *especially to me*

I don't know if he wears softlens or whatever, perhaps he does.. his eyes just look extremely sparkling in my eyes.. I am not exaggerating, it's true ~ and his voice.. is completely match with his look, deep and manly ~ mommaaa I want to take this guy home, really.. LOL

And for sure, the plan works very well. He's willing to fill in the questions and friendly responds to my asking :3 I really set my eyes on a great one *proud*

Actually, there's another trick that I am performing on the color pens. You know, because nowadays a guy from a gym is worth to be questioned for his preference *if you get what i mean* I am sorry, but I just don't want to fall into the same black hole again. So I bring the color pens for the questionnaire and intentionally put the black one in the middle, with yellow and soft pink at the sides so it's easier to take them. I was hoping, if he's 'normal' he would take 'manly color' like black or navy blue to fill the questions.

My heart did skip a beat when I saw him just took the pink one o.O But fortunately, he later asked me what color is the pen and change right away after I said it's pink :)

Yay ~ he took the black \(^o^)/

I took a sneak peek to make sure if he write down his phone number.. because I put a note that it's optional to fill the number or not. But he did ~ Thanks God <3

He's really being serious in answering the questions, somehow it made me feel a bit sorry inside.. What if I tell you that actually this is not a questionnaire for my cousin's paper work ? I am sorry for not telling the truth, I can't do that. This is the only way I can get closer to you :)

I am supposed to enjoy the beautiful view right in front of my eyes, but I get drowned into his serious attitude and I found myself doing the same thing gazing at the papers all the time. What have I done ? Such a waste ~ When I come to realize, it's almost the end and I quickly take a glance at his face.. but a second later he stops writing and looks blankly at me, then he's like.. What ? Okay, he misunderstood I am talking to him because I suddenly look at him *straight face*

I am looking at a guy I like and I am caught. I can't describe this feeling any longer.

When he's done, I am taking out a 'King's crown keychain' as souvenir, okay.. I'll tell you.. it's actually from a couple chain and I keep the Queen's ~ very childish rite.. but I believe it's romantic *^_^*

I wish ~

After that, I say thank you and turn away coolly. I don't even dare to look back, I am afraid that I'll do something out of my mind xD

So that's all for tonight. And the after effect from the incident is, I keep my cheeks red as boiled tomatoes and hot as well cooked crabs for a long long time ~ but still, I am happy :D

Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 7

Seventh Sight..

December 7th - Do you ever wonder what kind of happiness are you after ? Sometimes you can feel the happiness is there, the other times it's not, just gone ~ In life, things do come and go.. Yeah, all I need to do is, catch the happiness as much as possible, with whole remaining breath left in me :)

I am actually, doubting.. if I can get happiness by my own hands, I am not sure if the happiness I am currently trying to hold, is the right thing or just shadow. But in the end, I will just try and find the unknown answer there ~

I am coming back from my hometown and feel totally refreshed, it's a good thing. But in the other hand, I feel sort of 'emptiness' for not able to see the Lime Guy on two weekends straight :( Is he doing well ? I wonder if he still wandered around like a lost child in the mall, without someone watching him with skip-a-beat heart ? ;p

In the period of time, when I was at my hometown, one of my school bestie got married. Congrats ! I am saying this in a bittersweet state, of course I am happy for her marriage.. but my dark side also whispers.. I am now losing another single friend :')

At that moment, I am pretty sure that I, soon.. will follow her step ^_^ maybe next year ? So I completely made up my mind that I should, get to know the Lime Guy I've been admiring for a while. Well, he's just perfect for me ! *in my opinion so far*

Last week, I didn't really remember but I think I did go for a walk at the shopping mall but didn't manage to see that Lime Guy. Or perhaps, since the day I left, our fate also has come to an end ? I hope not..

It was always around 7 to 8 o'clock ~ but today, I feel like going there earlier at 6 pm. Hmm.. It's just based on my instinct, and I am trying to not staying for too late :D Honestly, my reputation has been bad these days because I went back pretty late, so I am in the middle to fix it :3

I am coming with less expectation, since the time won't match, and I set a plan to root at the Starbucks and do some study there. In other words, I am not going to do 'hunting job' today. From my estimated time, I won't meet the Lime Guy at all, because I come before he comes and I will be busy doing something else when he's walking around the mall ~ There'll be no chance at all for us to meet, unless the Fate speaks..

When I reached here, I suddenly feel wanna go to the restroom *I wanna pee* :p buat going to the restrooms at Ground Floor is too mainstream ~ I dislike queue-ing for too long, so I just go straight to 1st Floor. And yeap, as expected, only few people in here :D

After done with the business, based on the plan, I should just go forward to the coffee shop, and there's escalator in front of me to take.. but I just want to take another escalator next to this one xD So I walk passing by it to approach another, and yes ~ here's where the interesting stuff gonna happen !

I should say, I haven't used my heart for quite a long time, so I guess it's already gone rusty lol ~ When I was watching drama and the girl could go crazily blank because she's seeing the man.. I thought that'll never happen in me. But, I was wrong..

I am walking peacefully, without any burden, unlike some previous weekends when I felt so anxious because I was carrying out a mission and I should do something to the Lime Guy. But today, I feel free of duty and it makes me relaxed a bit. However, I am still taking the questionnare with me, just in case.. this is D-day :)

Love may come into us in a shape we've never expected rite ~ They say expectation hurts, and good things come when we least expect it.. Ah ~ It may be right then.

This is surprising, when I just about to run into the Lime Guy again ! He's still meters away, but I already have him on my sight :O Ottoke ?! It's a one way and there's no other people than us, yes.. just the two of us will walk from opposite direction. OMG !! What kind of trial is this ?? I am not even ready, but I don't have choice either.

I've just done a quick scan over him from the meters away distance, I need to make sure if this Lime Guy is ready to be approached, I mean.. if he's wearing sporty stuffs all over his body so it would look completely natural to ask his help for filling the questions.

I admit that, I am too nervous to analyze and make a clear judgement right now. So in the end, when the Lime Guy is right in front of me.. I looked away. Yeah.. I feel like killing myself for being such a coward !! T_T

I can remember clearly, that I told myself.. if I ever saw him with his Nike bag and sport shoes, while I am holding on the questionnaire, I would talk to him no matter what ~ I swore ! And I did miss a chance before, and I believed I'll never repeat the same mistake twice.. because the regrets that come after, is too painful :( But, Oops ! I did it again ~.~"

That was a perfect timing, and I just missed it like that ~

Come to think of it, I think I can do better if I am alone, and I was.. I saw him wearing both stuffs, I knew that, but my mind said that he doesn't look like someone who's related to gym at the moment, my mind must have gone insane then, he looks completely a guy from the gym !! Yeah, my mind was a mess for the sudden heart attacking surprise *sigh*

I am in a huge dilemma, after the Lime Guy passed, I turned and take a look at his leaving back.. Perhaps, it's now or never ~ So I walk back following his steps, well.. he's quite fast so it's not just a small distance between us, and I saw him approaching the seater while taking out his phone, looks like he's making a phone call, mysterious.. as always.

If it happens based on the original plan, it would be this way. When we pass by each other, I look at him and think he looks like a member of the fitness centre, so I naturally approach him, without any suspicious intention because the pass by is a total coincidence. Then easily, the mission is a success ~

But.. reality speaks another way. I am trying to stick to the plan and I think approaching the Lime Guy while he's sitting is still not too late. Maybe it'll look like, after I saw him just now, then I feel that he may be a member of the fitness centre then I come to him. And also, it'll be better to do it while he's sitting than he's moving around with his fast steps xD

I am getting all my mind back and confidently walk toward the seater, which I think will not be crowded at this time, so it's easier for me, and less embarassing for sure. But.. but, I don't know why there are so many obstacles on my way.. the seater is full of people :O How do I suppose to approach a guy at a place like that, people will look and think I am a weird person, Noooooo ~

At the end, I turned to the exit and went to the terrace area. I don't even know why I am here, it was just a split second decision my brain made and the body followed. Now, it's getting worse, I am a two times coward :|

Okay, I made up my mind again, kicking out the embarassment and anything that say no for the mission, and I go back to the mall again. Yeah, the Lime Guy is still there. So, to make it more natural, I will take a 180 degree walk from where I am standing, it'll exactly feel like another coincidence for bumping into him again. So, I'll do it at that time. Yeay !

Ah ~ he's leaving now. T_T When I just left the terrace and walking faster to approach him, I now saw him heading to the terrace =..= Seriously, can you just kill me ?

I didn't give up, I quickly go to next exit to get to the terrace, but poorly.. there's a tenant setting up sitting area so I can't cross and I can't really see the Lime Guy from here too. Aish..

So I get in again and walking back to the exit that I just went through some seconds ago. But I can't see his traces anymore..

Hmm.. I am dying in regrets now. I just let such a great chance slides away, I always think too much, and now I got nothing. This is really really.. too hard for me ~ I am frustrated.

As for today, it went exactly as expected, no interaction or progress with the Lime Guy, get another things done and spending time at the Starbucks. Well, actually there's an extraordinary good looking barista here. I don't understand why, but this mall is somehow special.. I can't find any barista-s at this 'well born' level somewhere else. And I have my perfect crush in this mall too hehehe..

This young and good looking guy is totally an eye-candy, I don't think it's just me ~ I doubt if half of the customers aren't coming here to see him lol Well, we got to exchange eye contacts before and I feel like he has something on me *maybe I'm thinking too much again, forget it* But then, while I am doing the study, I saw him talking to a girl, they sit facing each other :O

At first, I thought he's interviewing, but more I see it.. he acts friendly, then he also raising up his phone while talking to her *getting jealous over nothing* and.. he's eating something, that's not available on the coffee shop, maybe she brought him ? I guess she must be his girlfriend then </3 You know, even though I see him just purely as an eye-candy, because to have so good looking boyfriend will be too much for me, I am going to stab every girls who're looking at him lol ~ But, don't you think it's also too much for me, to witness his lovey dovey relationship, when my mood is already gloomy enough for the failed mission :\ Why are you being like this to me ??

Finally, I can't stand it anymore.. I am about to leave but I decided to ask for a cup of water to calm down a bit, also an excuse to talk to the barista, and on top of that, so that I can see how that girl looks like *evil noona on-going*

I can remember previously that when I asked him for water, he was being friendly, also when last time he called out my name as if we know each other when giving my Green Tea Latte, but tonight.. It's all gone ~ maybe because his girl is here ? It's not fair, but what do I expect.. I am not going to date this guy anyway, easy.. When I am leaving, I barely take a glance at her o.O Hmm.. I can't be sure how she looks like, because of her thick make up, and she dyed her hair all blonde, long and a bit wavy (?) Ah.. I don't know, but since she came all dressed up like that, it's a bigger chance she's his girlfriend. So, this is his taste.. I see ~

Back to the main topic, all I need to do is keep being patience. Next time, I'll prepare for it :)

I do wish, at least.. let my crush this time, be mine.

Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 5 Take 6

Fifth Sight..

October 18th - Today is Friday, I just out of nowhere getting the mood to celebrate the so called TGIF ? And I asked my friend out for it :)

The same place, the same friend, and we are just enjoying the walk, the talk ~ that's what friends are for, isn't it ?

Since it's still counted as weekday, the mall seems to be more quiet than usual (ehm I mean Saturday nite) and honestly it feels much boring since there's no much to see *if you know what I mean -smirk-

We're planning on riding the shuttle bus at 9 pm, so when it's about time.. I and my beloved friend find a spot to sit down and wait. We were in the midst of talking random stuffs, til suddenly my friend stopped, and change the topic ~ she was like, Hey ! See, It's that guy !

At first, I really do not understand what is she saying, who is who ~ who is she talking about ? @_@

Hmm.. Okay, I finally got it ~ 'that guy' refers to the Lime Guy o.O

We are sitting, which facing toward the escalator.. that he's taking to go up. Err.. Is this another coincidence ??

I'm not very sure it was him though.. And it's friday dude ~ if this is happening on satnite, then no doubt.. but friday doesn't sound so legit. So in half believing, me and my friend stare at each other, trying to figure out the answer.. but both are speechless :|

My friend then asked if I want to take the escalator and make sure ~ Oh this is hard ! I'm wavering between the shuttle bus and the Lime Guy now !

But when my friend asked twice, in no time.. I got up from the seat xD

I made it fast, so when we get on the escalator, he hasn't reached the 1st Floor.. Fiuh ~ Hmm.. it could be him, that guy just looks like him. But question is, he doesn't wear casual tee and short as usual, no Nike sport bag with him. Instead, he's wearing a checker shirt (as I remember it's red and navy mix on a white base) and jeans, with sneakers :O The same face and appearance, in totally different style.

Now we are here on 1st Floor, and it seems like he's heading up again. I can barely see his hand bringing a 'package' or 'box' and it much more looks like a take away from restaurant or cake shop ~

On the way up, while taking the escalator, he suddenly talks.. there's a boy standing next to the escalator near the trash can.. I don't know why, the Lime Guy is talking to him, seems like he's joking with the boy, and sometimes he smiles, brightly o.O Do they know each other ? What did he say ? Why is he talking to the boy ? So many questions come up ~ Ah, I wish I could get a clue, I really wish..

We finally reached the highest level, guess it's 3rd Floor.. and he disappeared in the wind (eh ?) Me and my friend just take a look around repeatedly, but the result is still the same. Where is he ?? Somehow it's creepy, and I kind of wondering.. like in a movie, maybe, we've been found out, and he's hiding somewhere, eyeing on us ! lol ~ I know, I think too much rite kkkk

Okay, we soon gave up on the search and heading down, it's enough for tonight.. at least it's confirmed that the guy was really him :)

For addition, it was nice to be able to meet him not just on Saturday nite ~

Sixth Sight..

November 13th - Today is Wednesday, but it feels like Friday ~ You know why ? Because I'll be having days off starting tomorrow ! Yay ~ And I'm going back home ^_^

It's already about one year since I went home, and surely I'm pretty excited for this ~

Tonight, I am going out with some friends, girl and boys, how do I call it - a see you again dinner before leaving ? - Well, they suggested it, so I just join :D

I am really not someone, as many people do, type of person that will be craving over some food or drink, I am not.. but now I really want to eat Fettucinne with fried mushrooms :9

So there we ended up at a pasta house, but unfortunately.. I didn't manage to get the thing I'm craving for, since the waitress made a small yet huge mistake by spelling it wrong - Olivio to Olio- so of course, they deliver the different thing as ordered :| Okay, this is Spaghetti Aglio Olio prepared in front of me ~ but I am already too hungry to complain and wait for the change.. so I just eat it, it looks tasty though..

The place is fancy, with some flowery and leafy decorations all over the place, wood fencing, yeah.. the concept is to create a 'garden-like' athmosphere ~ and five of us are in the middle of chit-chat, I can't really mention any topics out of it since it's too random lol

Today too, I plan on riding the last shuttle bus on 9 pm with the girl friend, but it's about time and we still in the middle of talking, not even asked for the bill ~ perhaps, we give up on the shuttle, be strong my poor legs =p

Suddenly, yeah s-u-d-d-e-n-l-y.. When this word come out, we know clearly what we could expect to happen xD

YES ~ Exactly what you're thinking about kkkk
I thought, I thought it was my friend joking, because in the middle of conversation, one of the boy said to me, calmly, the Lime Guy is heading our way ~ Since this friend usually jokes around, I was like.. geez.. are you trying to play with me ? But still, I follow his eye's direction and found.. Oh Gosh ~ He's serious !!
The Lime Guy just walked pass by me, even though I just saw his back and side face, I can perfectly sure it was him *proud* Well, he's in his usual sport costume anyway, so it's easy to say..
Again, he looks around, it feels like he's confusing, does he really have orientation disorder ? Just, weird..
And of all places, this late of weekday night.. why would he passed by here ? the restaurant is kind of far from the main part of the shopping mall though.. *sigh ~ Don't make me wonder, really don't, the conclusion that leads to the word 'fate' is getting heavier now.. NOOoooo ~

Okay, I tried not to think much about it, one thing I can be sure is.. It feels much better to see him before my leave.. gonna miss the Lime Guy for sure, those unexplainable heartbeats, unended wonders, surprising mini heart attacks, curiousity and happiness :) See you soon ~

Next time, I'll make sure we at least talks..

Love In Multiple Episodes - Take 4

Fourth Sight…

October 12th – Have you ever feel so anxious ? When you can feel excitement and a lil bit worry at the same time ~ You know what you want to do and what you should do in order to get what you want, but then you fear.. you're afraid that you'll fail or you'll be rejected, that things will not go according to the plan. That's exactly how I am feeling right now :S

I, finally found a way; I asked my friends' opinion whether I should do this or not, I mean.. Am I trying too hard ? Because I come out with a plan which is need some 'efforts' to make it works ~ Are you curious ? :D

I am not sure how could I think about this, should I call this, in a cheesy way : the power of love ? lol
Well, well, well, I am still not goin that deep yet ~ Okay, so this is the plan. Since I can be pretty sure the presence of the Lime Guy is connected to the Fitness Centre, I need to create 'that something' like a ticket to get closer and approach him rite.. So here it is : a questionnaire :)

This is the only best way I could think of, and I believe that with this questionnaire it will happen naturally without picking up unnecessary suspicions.

Now the problem is, should I really create the questions by myself ? I don't think so ~ Yeap ! Of course I typed it on Google :p TADAA ~

Hmm.. Honestly, although I know that I can't do it nicely, but I also can't stand some questionnaire samples that done badly with unrelated stuffs or asking for useless data, I at least have this little of 'sense'. And because of that 'sense' I compared and combined some questionnaires I barely found on the web to my liking and I am very satisfied with the output ^_^

Woo ~ It feels like I am going back to those uni days :)

So, after a long time.. I asked myself, why am I so determined ? For the first time, I realized how scary is it to be born as a Scorpio, full of determination, that's it.

Okay, I am done with the 'ticket' and got it printed out around ten copies and asking for my friend's help to randomly fill some of them so when the time comes, it'll look like many others are also asked, when actually he's the only one :)

Today, I am hanging out with my friends from mall to another mall, and ended up at the one where I always see the Lime Guy. Of course, it was intentional. And I bring along the 'weapon' with me tonight. But, I am not sure if our fate will do its job or not, since I have been wandering around past two weeks and got nothing.

Then we're having dinner and some light topics chit chat in restaurant placed at 3rd Floor, the same with the Fitness Center, well this wasn't intentional but just happened this way :p

When all of us almost done eating, and I am trying hard to finish remaining sweet ice tea in the glass which is still more than half -.-" I choked for trying too hard x_X

~~~ At this moment, I really really want to say to my girl friend next to me, joking that this is the sign of his appearance.. But before I get the chance to tell her, I looked outside the restaurant and.. yes, it's no other than him !! The Lime Guy just passed !! :O

Can you call it a coincidence ?? Is it merely a coincidence ?? I'm sorry but I am not able to think that way :p
I quickly squeeze up my friend to look outside, hmm.. but today he looks kind of different than usual, his hair is neatly slicked up and I can see it's a lil bit wet yet sparkly o.O Seriously, there's no hair covering his face and he looks more mature this time ! May I drool ? lol ~
I am calm enough to observe my friend's reaction, and she was like.. stunned ~ Hey, are you okay ? Can you hear me ? Say something !
She then said, the Lime Guy is charming *within my expectation* and he looks so straight, a real man kekeke. She said that he is an OK ! and go ahead :)

We quickly done with the payment and left the restaurant. As the Lime Guy is well known with his fast paced steps, we don't expect that he could be still reachable within our sights. And of course, we lost him ~ It's okay..
My two other boy friends didn't really get to see his face so they seems more curious than me. But then, when we're heading down, I can see him again ~ So we ended up 'tailing' that guy from afar with the mindset, it's no big deal if we lost him anyway.. Because I am still in dilemma whether I could really approach him this time or not, considering there's also boys walking with me. Hmm..

When we finally reached Ground Floor, it looks like he's gone forever, no traces of his are shown :p And I suddenly feel like coughing, again and again.. In the middle of coughing, I can barely see someone familiar, Shit ! That Denim Guy again ! And I just pretended busy with my coughing and look other way :)
My friend said she wants to go downstair and buy some breads for tomorrow's breakfast so there we go later. At the intersection, I notice someone's coming our way :O Oh Gosh ~ how come I see the Lime Guy again, I was so speechless.. why did this guy keep appearing in front of me ?? It's truly making it harder on me to believe everything just happens for no reason. Why ~~~
Then we decided to split up in two-two, and I left with a guy friend and somehow I don't feel right, you know.. I am about to approach a guy, while I am walking with another guy, does it make sense ?? It sounds improper in any way rite :(
And these two guy friends actually know zero about the questionnaire mission and just follow. I am wavering whether I should just coolly do it or maybe not today ~

So, I notice that he, once again, looks busy with his phone.. no much different than previous time and I guess he really is going to meet up with someone this time. Since he looks too busy to be approached, I am telling myself maybe later, maybe when he looks like he has nothing to do and just walking around, maybe.. is just maybe ~
I cowardly following him, the distance is close and he keeps wandering back and forth. That really made me, also my friend, feel uneasy. It's already not easy to follow after someone, and then he walks very fast, on top of those difficulties.. he would suddenly make a U turn and come to my way face to face, pass by and back to the fast walk mode again.

For me, it's a non stop mini heart attacks ! I can feel my legs lost energy when he suddenly appear right in front of me when I thought he's heading somewhere else. Luckily, I am holding my phone so I can pretend as if nothing happened. I was going to take out my weapon, but then the mini heart attack stopped me.. I don't think I can really do this.. Please wait a little bit more ~

The plan was perfect, the scene and storyline, there's no flaws ~ but saying and doing is two different matters.. And I admit that, I am not good enough to carry out the mission :')
And also, the real situations can be unpredictable and to get adjusted I will need some time, while things can go out of control at the moment too..
There's a whisper inside of me, since I have been bumping into the Lime Guy for so many times tonight, it would be inappropriate to do the approach because it would, perhaps, trigger his suspicion towards me, and also the innocent questionnaire. Hmm..

I've decided to keep away my weapon until next time (I am not even sure where did I got the confidence that I will, for sure, meet him again the other time). But it doesn't mean that I give up on the tailing game too xD It continues..

I, along with one of my guy friend, walking leisurely far behind him.. discussing how come a person wandering like this in a mall, does he have some kind of blurred orientation in crowd or something ? It's really weird, too weird.. When we almost reached the end of the mall, he disappeared :O Hmm.. since there's an escalator so perhaps he's already up, then ~ OMG !! He's stepping out from the ATM center, towards us x_X
Seriously, I feel like my heart's gonna jump out when in a split of second he appeared and walked passing by me *straight face*

Okay, I turned and looking at his leaving back (eh ?) So he didn't really notice that we're after him all this time rite, or he just pretended and playing with us ? I don't know ~
I just take about two steps, and stopped.. I can't stand this mini heart attaks any longer, it's too dangerous ~ Nah ! That moment, when I took out my phone to text my friends who are buying breads, that Lime Guy turned back again !! And he just walks lightly in front of me and pass by.
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He's killing me ~ slowly, surely.

That was the last sight of him and I know I saw him more than enough for tonight ~